Jan 20, 2006 22:12
Well, i'm guessing that I was right. Scott is still the same old selfish, all-about-himself a-hole i thought he was. I text messaged him on my phone last night "Any more dreams?" and wrote back "no, i'm over it." Hm. figures. Just what I thought...he needed to make himself feel better. He needed absolution, which is fine. I'm hoping NOW he'll leave me completely alone and not call six months from now and shit on my world again. As Carrie from Sex and the City says to Mr. Big when he tries to come back, "You can't just walk back into my life and fuck it up all over again!" Thats the way I feel. Thank God he hasn't trying to come back...less drama for me.
Well, I can look back on these past few days and be thankful for the strong woman that I have become. I am ten times the woman I was back in August, and I have Scott to thank for it. If it hadn't been for him, I would have never discovered that I can really get through anything.
I have survived Cancer. I have survived the biggest breakup of my life so far. And in May I will honestly be able to say I have surived college.
I'm a survivor. I'm gonna work harder. heh.
Peace.
By the way, this piece of mail came in for me today:
"Dear Raquel:
You application for spring graduation has been received. I am please to inform you that your application has been approved subject to the conditions met by the end of this semester."
YAY!!! my graduation is underway!
alright...hasta for real this time.