Nov 30, 2004 11:43
You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a green stang.
You will marry jenmac and have 1 kids.
You will be a mechanic in boston.
so me and darrin split up on thanksgiving. not my choice... well it was, kinda, but completely wrong timing. me and shawn have seen eachother. we're working on things... no i'm not living there and all that agian, but we are taking the steps needed to rectify what was wrong. i just feel so bad that darrin's going through this. he's in pain, and it's all my fault. i can't help the way i've been feeling, but i went about it all the wrong way. he's so angry with me. what am i supposed to do? how do i make it all right for him again? how do i make all the pain just stop? it's almost like i wish we had never met, that way he wouldn't be feeling like this. but on the other hand, i wouldn't have known such a wonderful person. i never meant to hurt him, but i did, and i don't know how to say that i'm sorry.