Dec 11, 2007 13:45
After work today I am going out my with my work buddies Michael and Justin, for a goodbye Michael celebration at Chile's, and Michael said he won't order food until he has had enough to drink and had at least 3 free baskets of chips from the bar!...I am excited, it will be a good time, but I don't want Michael to leave...he has been my salvation in this office for months. I do not do well with goodbyes. I just do not want to do them anymore.
Relationships and connections with other people is something I cherish deeply, and is why I cannot let people go, because relationships in my life are all meaningful and I do whatever I can to keep them going. Yes this can be a flaw at times, but it isn't always, and it is part of who I am and my connections with other people will always be incredibly significant to me. So having to say goodbye to people is probably the hardest thing I ever have to do. I am tired of doing it. I don't want people to leave me anymore.