A real detour...
Well somehow I got this crazy idea to go to Anime Detour...
And dispite my car breaking down completely and my have war with my step-fathers family thanks to my loving Uncle Troy...I was able to make it this far...
Sadly this is Hotaru's first road trip as well...which is really scary. It's also very scary for one to see another who they have never seen face to face and because of that fact. The what if's and procautions... this trip is screwed up.
All because Jacob was worried about me, the whole thing was blown out of water...
Why do I have to mess everything up?
Why can I even plan a trip right without stressing over it the night before?
What is worse is that I will never own any of Sailor Saturn's outfits...NONE OF THEM!!!
My mom couldn't even get my dress done though it was due to life mostly and it could be done in April but I won't need it in april...not with Cos-Arena...and then I paid Aeris's mother to make me a Sailor Fuku and it's been almost two years and still everytime I go over there, it doesn't fit nor does she messure me to MAKE SURE it fits...
This is so not fair...
Why can't I do things to where I won't get stressed out over them during and before they happen?
Now that I keep thinking about this, I really don't want to go anymore...I might not since I'm still up and was supposed to leave at 7am. Not going to happen since I need so much sleep and...
Not to mention Jacob's family went all the way and got us a hotel room? A room? What the...there goes my food bill that I wanted to keep a low...
And Gas for this trip?
I don't even know what I'm getting myself into...
This just makes me hate myself more...
I'm also sorry to everyone about anwsering phone calls. I've been so busy the past few weeks...I'm so sorry...
Wish me the best of luck...if I go...
~Ja ne
And dispite my car breaking down completely and my have war with my step-fathers family thanks to my loving Uncle Troy...I was able to make it this far...
Sadly this is Hotaru's first road trip as well...which is really scary. It's also very scary for one to see another who they have never seen face to face and because of that fact. The what if's and procautions... this trip is screwed up.
All because Jacob was worried about me, the whole thing was blown out of water...
Why do I have to mess everything up?
Why can I even plan a trip right without stressing over it the night before?
What is worse is that I will never own any of Sailor Saturn's outfits...NONE OF THEM!!!
My mom couldn't even get my dress done though it was due to life mostly and it could be done in April but I won't need it in april...not with Cos-Arena...and then I paid Aeris's mother to make me a Sailor Fuku and it's been almost two years and still everytime I go over there, it doesn't fit nor does she messure me to MAKE SURE it fits...
This is so not fair...
Why can't I do things to where I won't get stressed out over them during and before they happen?
Now that I keep thinking about this, I really don't want to go anymore...I might not since I'm still up and was supposed to leave at 7am. Not going to happen since I need so much sleep and...
Not to mention Jacob's family went all the way and got us a hotel room? A room? What the...there goes my food bill that I wanted to keep a low...
And Gas for this trip?
I don't even know what I'm getting myself into...
This just makes me hate myself more...
I'm also sorry to everyone about anwsering phone calls. I've been so busy the past few weeks...I'm so sorry...
Wish me the best of luck...if I go...
~Ja ne