Changes and friends...
~Earth
Well I decided again to make good of the entry of before. I hate being mad at people. And yet I found out that I can make BIG decisions but then not matter what, I seem to regret them later on.
I want to give a BIG thank you to all of my friends for helping me! Without you I am nothing.
I got my hair highlighted and a new hair cut. It looks alright but sometimes gets in the way. I started hanging out with a girl named Christie from work. She is very nice but she talks a lot and is a girlly girl. Though I've heard some things that she was the ones spreading the rumors though there is no proof so I can't convict her of anything. And news always travels thru the family before comming to me. I can't trust her at this moment though. She is still very nice to go shopping with. She helped me buy some new clothes that are "cute" on me and paided for my hair cut.
A few days ago I met a young man of 18 called Jacob. A very nice guy, I met him as he was visiting my daycare job. It was amazing how everything turned out but some reason I spent a day with him watching Anime and playing video games and then he asked me out. O_O
Sadly I told him that I couldn't. Not because of the age difference, but one thing I learned from Henry was never date one you are too simular too. Jacob is a great guy and I heart him but he a male version of myself...and that would be very bad...so bad...what a shame. I hope we can still be friends. That's all I want right now is friends. There was another issue with a guy name Tim. That didn't go well either. He talked to me on the phone once since he asked me out on New Years and I never got a call from him since.
I just want some friends to hang out with. Is that so hard...
*sigh*
I want to go back to Ohio...
~Ja ne