HE

Nov 16, 2004 10:55

This is something of a time that has turn my life to crap. Ever sense Shawn snapped me, I have had nothing but crappy luck, bad pc problems and everything. It wouldnt surprise me that he sent me a virus for telling the truth. I HATE HIM if he did do such a thing. Nothing is ever going rite for me. I HATE IT. I feel like I am some kind of bomb that is gonna explode. I seem to not have any of my recent updates on here. I HATE THIST THING. I hate life, nothing but bad luck.
I dont see my last entree, but maybe it is on or maybe it isnt. Anyway. Last time, I said that Shawn finally made me snap. I couldnt take his crap or anything anymore. His damn selfishness is just to unbelievable. To think that he said that he only talked to me just so I have a chance to be his gf. HAH. He even has the ardasity to even compare himself to ppl he never met before. He looks like has nothing to do, no life. So he just goes around making other miserable. I am probably the same, but I dont hide it. I have problems and I hate everyone. This really sucks. Ths guy that is the "stalker" is named jack. go figure that it reminds me of Jack the Ripper. Friends are also only there to betray ppl. They say things they think is harmless to them, but nvr think about what affect it will have on others. Ppl are so stupid. I myself and stupid, but it seems that I am the only one that realizes that I am stupid as well as everyone else. They seem too dumb to realize teir own false. Ppl need to face the truth and I hate it. They have nothing better to do but make lies and lie more till they cant stand the lie and blow up. I hate everyone, I hate myself, I hate life in general. Nothing but bad luck and betrayal to go around constantly to everyone and me. The end needs to get here soon and end this LIE that we live in.
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