Falling apart

May 09, 2017 21:56

You think you may have some control in your life, there is some sort of routine and things are not perfect but you are trying to make it good. Then out of nowhere it all changes and you're shocked, dismayed and then devastated. It's the worse feeling as you lose something you thought was a given, a constant as they say in math. Where you go from there is now up to you and you may seem lost.

I've been there, once is to many times, but I've been there several times. Now someone I care about just experienced it and I feel helpless for them. What can I say to them? I mean I know how they feel but you can't go hold them and nothing you type in a chat box can make them understand your empathy.

Now I feel empty, cause I can't help them. I feel like a feeble friend who is useless.

I'll pray they can come out of this wiser and stronger than I was, and plead with God that their pain can become mine as they are still alive, while I'm mostly dead inside now

Sleep with Angels
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