tick tock
So this waiting for a response is painful, and with my brain I know at some point I'll give up on the optimism and just default to that wait for the other shoe to fall. I mean why expect anything else right?
I'm so used to being let down, to not measuring up or being useless that why should I expect something different ever. I think I'm just gonna go through life with my daydreams and toil away until death takes me. Hopefully before I become a burden on my children... or anyone else for that matter.
I hate waiting...hate it
I'm so used to being let down, to not measuring up or being useless that why should I expect something different ever. I think I'm just gonna go through life with my daydreams and toil away until death takes me. Hopefully before I become a burden on my children... or anyone else for that matter.
I hate waiting...hate it