I remembered my lj password

Nearly everyone from EC has Facebook and they all talk to each other. I see this whenever Nikki posts something. They're all there.. Saint. Gerry... everyone I thought was my friend or cared about me.. but.. I guess you learn the truth of things when you least expect it.. now i'm here crying like a idiot.. as usual.

Hey look everyone. I still have a LJ and I .. well didn't remember the password LMAO I guess I just dont like talking about myself anymore. I'll update this thing again another time when I do want to talk about myself *nods lots* Until then, you all know where to find me. Facebook or msn! Kissess

So I try to get back in touch with some old friends, cuz if you don talk on msn after awhile I delete you. *shrug* I know, probably not the best thing to do but thats how it goes and what did I get when I tried to readd a friend and say hi... What do you want. I mean.. geeze. Didn't we use to be friends? It really does hurt when you try to catch ( Read more... )

Its been some time aint it LOL Well whats new? Dad's doing WAY better. *nod* His hair is getting thin from his chemo but other then that. His foot is healing up, he's walking better and he's doing more stuff again. Hopefully this is he beginning of a good recovery and he'll put on weight and be back out the door screwing stuff up after we've ( Read more... )

One of my sisters best friend from college, husband died this morning. Well they found him this morning. They believe the cause was a massive heartattack. Rita knew John and his wife since college more then ten years ago. I remember going to their wedding. I wasn't as close but I knew them. Joey worked with John, I'm tempted to call him and tell ( Read more... )

I had once said that my heart had been broken and never again would it happen. I guess you can't see the future. Someone I thought would NEVER hurt me. Took my heart, held it in his hand and smashed it into pieces. I thought over a few days he'd come to realize that it was all just a big misunderstanding. That people have small little fights and ( Read more... )

Dad went to the doctor and got a update on his progress. THey want him to take another session of chemo treatments and hopefully the spots will be gone from his liver. If not, they'll have to remove them. It also gives him the chance to gain weight as he is as small as a twig now. As for me, nothings changed, same ol same ol

Nothing much more to report. Just figured I should use this thing since Jaq paid for it for me. It's just sitting here now and that's not really fair. So just posting that I'm around and waiting to go to work. Nothing special. I'll probably post after work ( Read more... )

It really has been a long time hasn't it. Mostly because I have nothing of positivity to post. So all those that hate me and wished bad events on me. You won. I am at my losest of the low. Every guy I try to date. Pans out to nothing but me crying and feeling like a idiot. Every job I try to advance in, nothing, I get either stuck where I was or ( Read more... )