Fall of Reason
Author: satine_1984
Title: Fall of Reason
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: G - NC-17 (It depends on the chapter)
Word Count: ?
Character Pairings: Luke/Reid, most likely Reid/OC, Luke/OC in between
Other Characters: Katie, Jacob, Casey, Bob, Noah, Chris, Lily, Natalie, a few OC’s, possibly other Oakdale citizens
Warnings: There’s smut. A lot of angst but don’t worry, there will be a happy ending. It’s going to be a long way to happiness for Lure, though, and Reid can be quite an ass sometimes. New characters will be getting involved. Noah, the douche, might also get negatively involved but if and how is not sure yet.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Summary: Luke has broken up with Noah and finds himself being drawn into a passionate affair with the surgeon he had actually learned to hate.
Set right after 16th /17th March episode when Reid was beat up by Dennis Judd. The story starts with the scene where Reid visits Luke’s home for the first time to ask him to keep quiet about what happened at the Lakeview but you will notice this scene will have a slightly different ending! ;-)
A/N: The other person on the cover is the American actor David Giuntoli. I used him as an inspiration for my character, Daniel Logan, which I have created for this story. If you happen to know this actor pretty well, you need to know that I didn’t choose him for his appearances on television but mainly for his looks as I’d love to give you a vague idea of how Daniel Logan would look like in my imagination.
This is a multichaptered fic and will be updated regularly. I intend to post once a week, since I’ve already written a few chapters ahead. After a while it might take a little longer.
This is my very first Lure fic and unfortunately English is not my first language. Please be kind. :-)
Speaking of language I definitely need to thank my lovely beta-girls BlueCactus03 and Fremi08 for their suggestions and support and another big thank you to lucsmum, who has given me great advice concerning smut.
I hope you’re gonna enjoy reading my story and I’d be so happy if you give me your Feedback.
Fall of Reason
Prologue
Luke was sitting on the couch in his mother’s living room, his head buried deep inside his hands. Letting out a huge sigh, Luke looked at the big cuckoo clock on the other side of the room. Gee, the time hadn’t passed at all. It had only been an hour ago since Luke had returned from the Lakeview and here he was, waiting for his mum to come home so that he could finally talk about his feelings. Like so many times before…
But what feelings exactly? What was it that he felt? Numb? Empty? He couldn’t even cry. Why couldn’t he cry? Luke let out a loud sigh while trying to replay the events of the day in his head.
Everything had happened so fast and he still couldn’t believe he had broken up with Noah. Only 10 hours ago, he thought his BOYFRIEND was on his way to Dallas and now….? His EX-BOYFRIEND was not going to Dallas, but staying here in Oakdale…. How ironic was that?
Luke still wasn’t sure if it had been the right decision to end things, but he just couldn’t take it anymore. Noah had constantly pushed him away and blamed him for what happened, always telling him that they’re not the same anymore…that they couldn’t go back. Maybe he was right. It had been ages since the last time Luke felt close to Noah. They hardly ever kissed each other and Luke couldn’t even remember the last time they’d had sex.
Yeah…the sex. Always a big issue in their relationship. But why actually? It wasn’t supposed to be an issue. Was it?
Luke loved sex. He had loved it since his very first time and when he thought back to that day, he remembered being so happy that he’d wished that he could have sex every day. For Noah though, sex had never been that important and it got worse the longer they were together. Family, friends, his career…those things came first and he always seemed to find some stupid excuse not to sleep with Luke.
So they rarely had sex and if they did, they only did it on Noah’s terms. Luke had been fine with that. He had learned to lower his expectations and to enjoy the rare moments they had together. Luke had always told himself that sex would never get boring this way. And he had loved Noah. He still did. Despite all the problems they had, the shit they went through, their love had always gotten them back together.
But today Luke knew that love itself wasn’t enough for a relationship. There were other important things like harmony, trust and yeah…sex as well. Luke hadn’t even realized how much he missed regular sex until Noah began to push him away more and more and the last few weeks had been so frustrating that Luke had found himself fantasizing and masturbating quite regularly.
At first, while masturbating, he had thought about Noah, who, of course, always was the perfect lover in his imagination. But the more Noah had pushed him away, the more his thoughts had drifted to other people. Most of the time it had been famous gay people from films or magazines but sometimes it was people he knew personally, like Kevin or Reg. Not really good choices, those two.
But who else had been in his life? Brian? No… NEVER would he fantasize about Brian. Never.
Reg, well… he wasn’t even really Luke’s type but he still remembered the day Reg had been coming on to him while he was having problems with Noah. Thinking back to that day he tried to imagine how it would have been if he had accepted Reg’s offer.
And Kevin…well…secretly, Luke had never really stopped thinking about him completely. His first crush. Luke wondered what he was doing right now. He knew he shouldn’t think about him. Kevin was an idiot and also…most importantly…still straight. That said, there were hardly any gay guys in Oakdale and Luke so desperately wanted to think about someone other than Noah, which was kind of difficult, considering he’s never been with anyone else but him.
One time, he had even caught himself thinking about the snarky Doctor Oliver. But when he had come incredibly hard while fantasizing about him, he’d felt ashamed. He completely loathed that guy, so why was he using him for his sexual fantasies? Sure, Doctor Oliver was a really good looking man and since Luke had found out he was gay, it became kind of difficult not to think about him.
Look at you, Luke. You’re doing it again. Luke groaned inwardly, closing his eyes to collect his thoughts. He wanted to think about Noah and what went wrong in their relationship but after a few minutes his thoughts always seemed to drift to a certain neurosurgeon. That same surgeon who had been beat up at the Lakeview earlier this afternoon.
Luke finally gave in. Why shouldn’t he think about Doctor Oliver? There was nothing to it. He was just curious for the reasons of the fight, nothing else. He had to admit though that the doctor had looked kind of hot with his bruised face.
Suddenly the doorbell rang and shook Luke out of his thoughts.
Did mum forget her keys? Luke hoped it was her. He really needed to talk to somebody about Noah.
Luke quickly got up but when he answered the door, he didn’t expect to find himself staring into the eyes of the one man he was so desperately trying not to think about.
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Title: Fall of Reason
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: G - NC-17 (It depends on the chapter)
Word Count: ?
Character Pairings: Luke/Reid, most likely Reid/OC, Luke/OC in between
Other Characters: Katie, Jacob, Casey, Bob, Noah, Chris, Lily, Natalie, a few OC’s, possibly other Oakdale citizens
Warnings: There’s smut. A lot of angst but don’t worry, there will be a happy ending. It’s going to be a long way to happiness for Lure, though, and Reid can be quite an ass sometimes. New characters will be getting involved. Noah, the douche, might also get negatively involved but if and how is not sure yet.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Summary: Luke has broken up with Noah and finds himself being drawn into a passionate affair with the surgeon he had actually learned to hate.
Set right after 16th /17th March episode when Reid was beat up by Dennis Judd. The story starts with the scene where Reid visits Luke’s home for the first time to ask him to keep quiet about what happened at the Lakeview but you will notice this scene will have a slightly different ending! ;-)
A/N: The other person on the cover is the American actor David Giuntoli. I used him as an inspiration for my character, Daniel Logan, which I have created for this story. If you happen to know this actor pretty well, you need to know that I didn’t choose him for his appearances on television but mainly for his looks as I’d love to give you a vague idea of how Daniel Logan would look like in my imagination.
This is a multichaptered fic and will be updated regularly. I intend to post once a week, since I’ve already written a few chapters ahead. After a while it might take a little longer.
This is my very first Lure fic and unfortunately English is not my first language. Please be kind. :-)
Speaking of language I definitely need to thank my lovely beta-girls BlueCactus03 and Fremi08 for their suggestions and support and another big thank you to lucsmum, who has given me great advice concerning smut.
I hope you’re gonna enjoy reading my story and I’d be so happy if you give me your Feedback.
Fall of Reason
Prologue
Luke was sitting on the couch in his mother’s living room, his head buried deep inside his hands. Letting out a huge sigh, Luke looked at the big cuckoo clock on the other side of the room. Gee, the time hadn’t passed at all. It had only been an hour ago since Luke had returned from the Lakeview and here he was, waiting for his mum to come home so that he could finally talk about his feelings. Like so many times before…
But what feelings exactly? What was it that he felt? Numb? Empty? He couldn’t even cry. Why couldn’t he cry? Luke let out a loud sigh while trying to replay the events of the day in his head.
Everything had happened so fast and he still couldn’t believe he had broken up with Noah. Only 10 hours ago, he thought his BOYFRIEND was on his way to Dallas and now….? His EX-BOYFRIEND was not going to Dallas, but staying here in Oakdale…. How ironic was that?
Luke still wasn’t sure if it had been the right decision to end things, but he just couldn’t take it anymore. Noah had constantly pushed him away and blamed him for what happened, always telling him that they’re not the same anymore…that they couldn’t go back. Maybe he was right. It had been ages since the last time Luke felt close to Noah. They hardly ever kissed each other and Luke couldn’t even remember the last time they’d had sex.
Yeah…the sex. Always a big issue in their relationship. But why actually? It wasn’t supposed to be an issue. Was it?
Luke loved sex. He had loved it since his very first time and when he thought back to that day, he remembered being so happy that he’d wished that he could have sex every day. For Noah though, sex had never been that important and it got worse the longer they were together. Family, friends, his career…those things came first and he always seemed to find some stupid excuse not to sleep with Luke.
So they rarely had sex and if they did, they only did it on Noah’s terms. Luke had been fine with that. He had learned to lower his expectations and to enjoy the rare moments they had together. Luke had always told himself that sex would never get boring this way. And he had loved Noah. He still did. Despite all the problems they had, the shit they went through, their love had always gotten them back together.
But today Luke knew that love itself wasn’t enough for a relationship. There were other important things like harmony, trust and yeah…sex as well. Luke hadn’t even realized how much he missed regular sex until Noah began to push him away more and more and the last few weeks had been so frustrating that Luke had found himself fantasizing and masturbating quite regularly.
At first, while masturbating, he had thought about Noah, who, of course, always was the perfect lover in his imagination. But the more Noah had pushed him away, the more his thoughts had drifted to other people. Most of the time it had been famous gay people from films or magazines but sometimes it was people he knew personally, like Kevin or Reg. Not really good choices, those two.
But who else had been in his life? Brian? No… NEVER would he fantasize about Brian. Never.
Reg, well… he wasn’t even really Luke’s type but he still remembered the day Reg had been coming on to him while he was having problems with Noah. Thinking back to that day he tried to imagine how it would have been if he had accepted Reg’s offer.
And Kevin…well…secretly, Luke had never really stopped thinking about him completely. His first crush. Luke wondered what he was doing right now. He knew he shouldn’t think about him. Kevin was an idiot and also…most importantly…still straight. That said, there were hardly any gay guys in Oakdale and Luke so desperately wanted to think about someone other than Noah, which was kind of difficult, considering he’s never been with anyone else but him.
One time, he had even caught himself thinking about the snarky Doctor Oliver. But when he had come incredibly hard while fantasizing about him, he’d felt ashamed. He completely loathed that guy, so why was he using him for his sexual fantasies? Sure, Doctor Oliver was a really good looking man and since Luke had found out he was gay, it became kind of difficult not to think about him.
Look at you, Luke. You’re doing it again. Luke groaned inwardly, closing his eyes to collect his thoughts. He wanted to think about Noah and what went wrong in their relationship but after a few minutes his thoughts always seemed to drift to a certain neurosurgeon. That same surgeon who had been beat up at the Lakeview earlier this afternoon.
Luke finally gave in. Why shouldn’t he think about Doctor Oliver? There was nothing to it. He was just curious for the reasons of the fight, nothing else. He had to admit though that the doctor had looked kind of hot with his bruised face.
Suddenly the doorbell rang and shook Luke out of his thoughts.
Did mum forget her keys? Luke hoped it was her. He really needed to talk to somebody about Noah.
Luke quickly got up but when he answered the door, he didn’t expect to find himself staring into the eyes of the one man he was so desperately trying not to think about.
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