...i wish i knew other words than 'i dont know"...

[satiated_]

its been such a long year. every time i think about it i feel like im back where i was a couple months ago. circles all the freaking time.. i want my life to be handed to me on a silver platter....here is what you're life is supposed to look like, this is what you need to do and who you need to do it with. give me a list of all the things im set

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Dontya know, that post where i said "you wouldnt understand, anyway"

[_outlaw_torn_]

That post was kinda like what you're saying. Hey you know something, don't hate being a teenager, at least you're gonna get all these crazy fair-ride emotions and feelings early in life, rather than way on down the road.

We all feel that way about ourselves at one point. Me, i pretty much feel that way about myself all the time, and i've yet to find a way to change that. But one thing i do know, is that if i don't keep going anyway, it won't ever change, whether that's the answer or not. I can't tell you what's good about you, cuz that's not why you posted this, but if you ever want to be redeemed by a friend, ask me, because you aren't a failure (but then, you know that.)

And what's wrong with being the girl that has so much going for her, people can't harp on just one thing. She's not inhumanly beautiful, but she's pretty, she's not a genius, but she's frickin smart, she's not an all-star, but she can play, and flawless relationships don't exist- people just hide the conflict til it builds up. Healthy relationships aren't flawless, and right now you've got an OK one on your hands.

Don't promise to figure this out, figuring out life just means you're no longer living it. Go with it, the ups, the downs, the successes, the failures, and enjoy what you can all the time.

I think you and i should have a nice long talk, maaan, and we totally can if you give me a call

have a nice day