Who says i'm not happy ?!
Happiness is defined by the individual.....
What makes me happy...
long baths (uninterrupted)
good books (uninterrupted)
smoking
the park especially with my friends
dancing alone in my living room
writing
making my friends laugh
not answering to anyone else
not having to "check in"
flirting indiscriminately
not giving a damn..about much
not having to justify
picking up & leaving in the middle of the night if I so choose
random snuggling
getting a "good job" at work
catching my reflection in the mirror & thinking "damn !" before I can stop myself
I might not be ecstatic or happiest of my life... but I am very content & comfortable with who I am becoming & what I will require from future...people.