Nov 17, 2006 12:09
My heart is beating out of my chest
How do you do this to me?
5 yrs gone, your picture just brings it all back
The good, the bad, the stupid...all collide
A montage of a life I once had,
the future I thought i'd cherish forever,
the decision to let it go,
too weak to fight for you back
The love I felt for you too big for me to understand at 18
Scared me shitless, made me run & hide.
My heart is beating out of my chest
You still do this me?
5 yrs gone, your picture just brings it all back
Life spreads out further and further
What you want and what you had, blur together
Is loneliness closing in on me?
Do I only miss you when life gets this hard?
The love I feel for you hard to comprehend at 23
The thought keeps racing: Do you ever think of me?