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Hey don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out, or looked down on. Whatever happened to Jimmy Eat World?? haha..I guess I'm just marvelling at how true that stuff is. It's crazy how much stuff is just all in your head. In psychology I'm reading about and becoming really facsinated by Freud's concept of how our minds are cess pools of hidden desires and sexual aggression, all forming our subconcious and dictating many of our reactions. Kinda nuts...
Anywho, I'm really excited to see my boys tonight. My Okonski boys that is. tehe, I think it was last week that I was driving home and I was just so happy because I just love that family! And then I was like, "man, this is better than a boyfriend!" and, the thing is, I was definitely serious. And I was telling Jake about it and he was like, "man, I wanna fall in love with a family." I just laughed and was like, "yeah, it's the best." I told Dr. Okonski about it 2 days ago and I could tell he was really touched :o) it was really cute. I should post pictures. I know I like to have some sort of visual if someone talks a lot about one thing. Yes, that will be my gift to you livejournal community.
Speaking of two things. I really should update the picture. I guess I'm just holding on to the swedish fish one because I remember that night in the back of Jessica's car...Beth and I were devouring that bag of swedish fish and she actually brought her camera out of hibernation! So, we were just being dumb and taking pictures like that. It's not that I feel like I would be betraying her, lol, it's more just..I don't know. I'm not going to think that far into the lj pic.
The other thing that has been on my mind since I read it is the crush thing that Merry wrote about. "I don't care if it was four years ago...and even if you know it would never work...there will always be a part of that person that you crush on." Um YEAH is all I can say. haha :P
Speaking of Merry--I am sooo unbelievably excited to visit Hope next weekend. Hope and Merry? That's like two of my favorite things! :o)
Well, I'm definitely updating during English class and the bell's about to ring.
lots of love to you all!!
Anywho, I'm really excited to see my boys tonight. My Okonski boys that is. tehe, I think it was last week that I was driving home and I was just so happy because I just love that family! And then I was like, "man, this is better than a boyfriend!" and, the thing is, I was definitely serious. And I was telling Jake about it and he was like, "man, I wanna fall in love with a family." I just laughed and was like, "yeah, it's the best." I told Dr. Okonski about it 2 days ago and I could tell he was really touched :o) it was really cute. I should post pictures. I know I like to have some sort of visual if someone talks a lot about one thing. Yes, that will be my gift to you livejournal community.
Speaking of two things. I really should update the picture. I guess I'm just holding on to the swedish fish one because I remember that night in the back of Jessica's car...Beth and I were devouring that bag of swedish fish and she actually brought her camera out of hibernation! So, we were just being dumb and taking pictures like that. It's not that I feel like I would be betraying her, lol, it's more just..I don't know. I'm not going to think that far into the lj pic.
The other thing that has been on my mind since I read it is the crush thing that Merry wrote about. "I don't care if it was four years ago...and even if you know it would never work...there will always be a part of that person that you crush on." Um YEAH is all I can say. haha :P
Speaking of Merry--I am sooo unbelievably excited to visit Hope next weekend. Hope and Merry? That's like two of my favorite things! :o)
Well, I'm definitely updating during English class and the bell's about to ring.
lots of love to you all!!