I've been writing you in my head all day
Lots of thoughts. Too little time for cookie dough sales! Tomorrow the gloves are coming off. lol Gelica: you're goin down. Senior class: you're welcome in advance for the profits we rake in.
Ok sorry that was the first random thought weighing on my mind. So I was talking to a lot of people today..about how I don't like boys. Except I do. But I just get weirded out when they like me back..lol. I'm still stuck in jr. high I think. Seriously though, I read something in my Parents magazine about how "preteens" go through the crush phase. And when I say "crush" I mean the ones that would never ever happen. Like the highschool boy down the street (lol) or the hott movie star. Leonardo DiCaprio anyone? Been there, done that my friend. It means they are developing a sense of sexuality and need for personal relationships. However, these crushes are safe--because they will never happen. It's love from afar. I don't think I ever really got passed that. Maybe I did, for a little, but it's been a while and I get so used to being just one person. Not an "us" or someone's girlfriend. While I'm not saying I long to be alone the rest of my life, I am saying that most times I don't mind being alone because I don't really know much different. Ignorance is bliss. I have friends that are awesome and that's really the only way I know how to act. Being super-friendly if I really enjoy the person but other than that my flirting techniques suck. Then again if you have a flirting technique I am calling you a loser. lol. just because I don't have one. But really, I was recalling with Kathryn today at lunch all the times I've gotten wierded out and don't know how to act! People say I laugh a lot. Te way I figure, the more you smile, the better time you're having and smiles are wayy contagious, so my reasoning has worked for me thus far. Anyway, in conclusion, I think I need to grow up, but lay off myself a little bit. I can't really help these reactions..
Polar Express made a believer out of me this Thanksgiving break and I hope you will give it a chance to make a believer out of you.
Opening night for our play is exactly a week from tomorrow night!! ahh! I'm excited :o) I'm sad that a bunch of us won't be able to make it to Mongolian Barbeque though..
I rented a foreign film today. I felt rather intellectual asking for that section at Hollywood Video. Like Water For Chocolate," it's supposedly very erotic..or so the enormous bold wording EROTIC on the cover leads me to believe. I would be lying if I said I wasn't excited to watch it.
I think I'm gonna go to sleep.
No. I miss her. It comes in horribly painful waves. Bal Noel's coming up and I just remember when Dominic, Dan, Kiel, Hannah, Beth and me rode in Dan's van to Olive Garden and ..wow. I'm very grateful for those memories. I stayed with her that weekend because my parents went out of town. The next day Kimmy, Beffy, me and Beth's grandma and aunt and cousins went to see Mona Lisa Smile..then we went to lunch at Texas Corral. God I miss her.
On a happier note Angela's going out for Ms. SJ and she's gonna kick ass!! Ya know why?? Cuz aside from the fact she's the only naturally pretty girl going out for it lol, she's been coached by the best: 3rd hour World History. "TEN is the number of fingers I have on my hands and ALSO the number contestant I am! Thank you Berrien County!!" And the personal fave: "My favorite day at the beach was when my friends and I got completely smashed and went pier-jumping while fishing, unlicensed, off the side of the pier. Thank you." You're gonna be grreat Angela!! :o)
Can you believe it's December already??! Start buying Christmas presents! Cookie dough makes grreat presents..I need the money and order by Friday, orders will be in Dec 13. $8 per 2lb tub!! Contact me and make arrangements ;o)
spin a little tighter!!
come on! come on!
and the world's a littler brighter*
Ok sorry that was the first random thought weighing on my mind. So I was talking to a lot of people today..about how I don't like boys. Except I do. But I just get weirded out when they like me back..lol. I'm still stuck in jr. high I think. Seriously though, I read something in my Parents magazine about how "preteens" go through the crush phase. And when I say "crush" I mean the ones that would never ever happen. Like the highschool boy down the street (lol) or the hott movie star. Leonardo DiCaprio anyone? Been there, done that my friend. It means they are developing a sense of sexuality and need for personal relationships. However, these crushes are safe--because they will never happen. It's love from afar. I don't think I ever really got passed that. Maybe I did, for a little, but it's been a while and I get so used to being just one person. Not an "us" or someone's girlfriend. While I'm not saying I long to be alone the rest of my life, I am saying that most times I don't mind being alone because I don't really know much different. Ignorance is bliss. I have friends that are awesome and that's really the only way I know how to act. Being super-friendly if I really enjoy the person but other than that my flirting techniques suck. Then again if you have a flirting technique I am calling you a loser. lol. just because I don't have one. But really, I was recalling with Kathryn today at lunch all the times I've gotten wierded out and don't know how to act! People say I laugh a lot. Te way I figure, the more you smile, the better time you're having and smiles are wayy contagious, so my reasoning has worked for me thus far. Anyway, in conclusion, I think I need to grow up, but lay off myself a little bit. I can't really help these reactions..
Polar Express made a believer out of me this Thanksgiving break and I hope you will give it a chance to make a believer out of you.
Opening night for our play is exactly a week from tomorrow night!! ahh! I'm excited :o) I'm sad that a bunch of us won't be able to make it to Mongolian Barbeque though..
I rented a foreign film today. I felt rather intellectual asking for that section at Hollywood Video. Like Water For Chocolate," it's supposedly very erotic..or so the enormous bold wording EROTIC on the cover leads me to believe. I would be lying if I said I wasn't excited to watch it.
I think I'm gonna go to sleep.
No. I miss her. It comes in horribly painful waves. Bal Noel's coming up and I just remember when Dominic, Dan, Kiel, Hannah, Beth and me rode in Dan's van to Olive Garden and ..wow. I'm very grateful for those memories. I stayed with her that weekend because my parents went out of town. The next day Kimmy, Beffy, me and Beth's grandma and aunt and cousins went to see Mona Lisa Smile..then we went to lunch at Texas Corral. God I miss her.
On a happier note Angela's going out for Ms. SJ and she's gonna kick ass!! Ya know why?? Cuz aside from the fact she's the only naturally pretty girl going out for it lol, she's been coached by the best: 3rd hour World History. "TEN is the number of fingers I have on my hands and ALSO the number contestant I am! Thank you Berrien County!!" And the personal fave: "My favorite day at the beach was when my friends and I got completely smashed and went pier-jumping while fishing, unlicensed, off the side of the pier. Thank you." You're gonna be grreat Angela!! :o)
Can you believe it's December already??! Start buying Christmas presents! Cookie dough makes grreat presents..I need the money and order by Friday, orders will be in Dec 13. $8 per 2lb tub!! Contact me and make arrangements ;o)
spin a little tighter!!
come on! come on!
and the world's a littler brighter*