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Alhamdulillah, today went well.
while the spiritual needs more training, as i was still easily agitated with ill-mannered train commuters, pedestrians with huge umbrellas, and adults pushing strollers who expects the whole world's traffic to stop so they can move, and when they move they dun even bother to mutter a thanks, or even form a fake smile.
the physical challenge was way more challenging. i bought apple and pomegranate juice, carrot, fruits and vegetable juice to compliment my left 4 only ajwaa'. i went to the fruit stall to get papaya, honeydew and watermelon and guess what i saw, a malay makcik eating mee soup, she even send a mat who is apparently, wearing a songkok and a selempang to get her a pepsi light. the mat sat together with her as she sipped her soup. maybe she just came back from the toilet and she realised she cnt fast for the next... 7 days. i was so kepo. that has to change.
coming home to a table spread with sambal goreng, (i love to nibble on the tahu and the tempeh), and few other dishes that i dunno of, was very very difficult. and mama had alreay scooped my nasi and today is my strawberry shortcake utensils day!! i keep telling myself, "you are thirsty, not hungry" i drank 3 cups of juices and eat the crunchy fruits. and i have been passing urine eversince. i did, you know.... i think its the papaya..its the detoxification period, i guess. whatever it is, the first day was very very difficult. 4 more days to go, and i hope itll be easier.
achap just called and he said " because you behave so well today, i will buy you a hari raya shoe as a present, ok?"
"and a bag?"
"Allah!"
while the spiritual needs more training, as i was still easily agitated with ill-mannered train commuters, pedestrians with huge umbrellas, and adults pushing strollers who expects the whole world's traffic to stop so they can move, and when they move they dun even bother to mutter a thanks, or even form a fake smile.
the physical challenge was way more challenging. i bought apple and pomegranate juice, carrot, fruits and vegetable juice to compliment my left 4 only ajwaa'. i went to the fruit stall to get papaya, honeydew and watermelon and guess what i saw, a malay makcik eating mee soup, she even send a mat who is apparently, wearing a songkok and a selempang to get her a pepsi light. the mat sat together with her as she sipped her soup. maybe she just came back from the toilet and she realised she cnt fast for the next... 7 days. i was so kepo. that has to change.
coming home to a table spread with sambal goreng, (i love to nibble on the tahu and the tempeh), and few other dishes that i dunno of, was very very difficult. and mama had alreay scooped my nasi and today is my strawberry shortcake utensils day!! i keep telling myself, "you are thirsty, not hungry" i drank 3 cups of juices and eat the crunchy fruits. and i have been passing urine eversince. i did, you know.... i think its the papaya..its the detoxification period, i guess. whatever it is, the first day was very very difficult. 4 more days to go, and i hope itll be easier.
achap just called and he said " because you behave so well today, i will buy you a hari raya shoe as a present, ok?"
"and a bag?"
"Allah!"