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So hmm. Sitting infront of my computer staring at nothing eating nachos at 2 am while Human Trafficking is playing in the background. I like where this night is going..
I am well aware that next to nobody besides like me and Lydia use this stupid journal thing..but it's been a while since life was this bleak.
Went to Thetis lake tonight with Camilla (don't ask me why, I had a sudden urge).
It was cold as fuck, but really just calming and tranquil. It was soo dark by like 5:30 so I couldnt really see anything except for the outlining of trees and stars above.
Then we gandered down towards my old living quarters and I peered into my old room. Those people fucking took away our lawn noam!
We were going to head someplace else after but my stomach area started killing me and I ended up just going back home.
My dad called me tonight. Finally.
Didn't have anything of importance to say. At all.
Basically it was like, "So what ahve you been up to?"
"uhhh well, lets see here. I moved out, quit my job, got put on anti-depressants, and been gradually making everyone I know hate me. Yeah I think that pretty much sums up my life at the moment."
"hah ooohh weeellll...I'm sure you'll do just fine. Besides that what have you been doing?"
"......I need a vacation"
"ooohh yeah I just went on a vacation. Cost me $3000 in one week."
".....And you're choosing not to give me ANY money after moving out, why?!"
Colin's being a little bitch about everything. He's all agro because a couple nights ago I took his ugly wooden clock down from the wall and hid it in the bathroom. And I wouldn't tell him where it was until he agreed to clean SOMETHING.
I am sooo not down for being the fucking maid in this household, and that's all I've been doing just to keep things looking half decent.
Then I yelled at him, gave him his fucking clock back, then he moved all the wierd furniture he brought home out of the way and tidied up.
God. I thought he'd be a little less agro since he got laid, but I guess he's just a pissy type of guy...all the time.
woohoo. I love roomates.
I do love them though. It sucks living with other people, but they are great people to have around.
Colin leaves me random tin cans of tea in my room to find, Becky takes care of me whenever I need any sort of affection or comfort, and Cody, well, is there to chill out with me and just talk about whatever.
I miss being alone though. I miss having time to myself, especially at a time like now where being around people isn't always the best idea.
I can't believe it's been an entire month already..
Fuck the rest, I'm exuasted. Applying at Dolce Vita tomorrow, and maybe even getting around to unpacking all my boxes.
And fuck Human Trafficking. I think It's time for some Indiana Jones!
I am well aware that next to nobody besides like me and Lydia use this stupid journal thing..but it's been a while since life was this bleak.
Went to Thetis lake tonight with Camilla (don't ask me why, I had a sudden urge).
It was cold as fuck, but really just calming and tranquil. It was soo dark by like 5:30 so I couldnt really see anything except for the outlining of trees and stars above.
Then we gandered down towards my old living quarters and I peered into my old room. Those people fucking took away our lawn noam!
We were going to head someplace else after but my stomach area started killing me and I ended up just going back home.
My dad called me tonight. Finally.
Didn't have anything of importance to say. At all.
Basically it was like, "So what ahve you been up to?"
"uhhh well, lets see here. I moved out, quit my job, got put on anti-depressants, and been gradually making everyone I know hate me. Yeah I think that pretty much sums up my life at the moment."
"hah ooohh weeellll...I'm sure you'll do just fine. Besides that what have you been doing?"
"......I need a vacation"
"ooohh yeah I just went on a vacation. Cost me $3000 in one week."
".....And you're choosing not to give me ANY money after moving out, why?!"
Colin's being a little bitch about everything. He's all agro because a couple nights ago I took his ugly wooden clock down from the wall and hid it in the bathroom. And I wouldn't tell him where it was until he agreed to clean SOMETHING.
I am sooo not down for being the fucking maid in this household, and that's all I've been doing just to keep things looking half decent.
Then I yelled at him, gave him his fucking clock back, then he moved all the wierd furniture he brought home out of the way and tidied up.
God. I thought he'd be a little less agro since he got laid, but I guess he's just a pissy type of guy...all the time.
woohoo. I love roomates.
I do love them though. It sucks living with other people, but they are great people to have around.
Colin leaves me random tin cans of tea in my room to find, Becky takes care of me whenever I need any sort of affection or comfort, and Cody, well, is there to chill out with me and just talk about whatever.
I miss being alone though. I miss having time to myself, especially at a time like now where being around people isn't always the best idea.
I can't believe it's been an entire month already..
Fuck the rest, I'm exuasted. Applying at Dolce Vita tomorrow, and maybe even getting around to unpacking all my boxes.
And fuck Human Trafficking. I think It's time for some Indiana Jones!