Thoughts and memories coalesce into fog; you're trying to forget. I see your happiness ebbing away, slower than a tide, but just as inevitable. If I could stop this tide, I would. But I don't know how to. You're not a computer, with a hard drive to erase things off of. You're not a WordPerfect document that can be altered. You're not something I ( Read more... )

So hey everyone- long time no... talk? write? Anyway, break was too short- fun but short. The Levinger's bonfire was AWESOME. So much fire... but so many deranger freshmen... not all of them deranged, though...*winks ( Read more... )

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You know Katie, when you said "It really depresses me, even when I'm around Josh, I still feel something missing..."? Or along those lines... I know what you mean. Not about the Josh bit, but about being around someone that I care about so much, and still feeling like the fucked up person I've been forever. And the fact that he cares so much about ( Read more... )

hello my loves, i am grounded off of the computer for a while, this is SO sucky, i hate it. no more talking to anna and peter until 9 pm! BLAH!!!
i love you all, until i return.
Cari

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I hate my relatives befuckingcause they make fun of me all the time.. take for example the fact that I'm always cold... and I turned the heat way up in our house today... And my mother keeps bringing it up...And making fun of me because she thinks it's funny or something...And it's just too hard to pretend that I'm still a perfect little girl... ( Read more... )