goodnight.
tonight i looked at my old livejournal i didnt really tell anyone about. here is the only entry i ever wrote publicly. its how ive been living for the past too long.
Friday, April 16th, 2004
1:24 am
writing words, missing ends. TRUE LOVE.
There's no real reason to this. I hate online journals, the fact that it stole a good two years of my life. Ups, downs, or i guess even moderate, a fucking reminder for me to look back on. Being dirty, landing new things, stealing, robbery, trouble, love, depression. It's everything a fifteen-seventeen year old of my stature would consume.
The recent upswing of 'life' is gustful of bullshit. This is a main life. Haha, im kidding on that, 'main'. I'm falling apart, I know it. I see it, its obvious.
This is to anyone who might fall on this, heres my plans; don't find me, don't see me, don't remember me. This is nothing more than the uselessness of a fucked-up kid.
Tonight, it's the same. Lovesick, homesick.. bullshit, deathless. I want to go somewhere, but i feel the clutch.
p.s. dont stutter upon this, don't read this, DON'T ADD THIS, just leave me alone and feel what we all should feel
Friday, April 16th, 2004
1:24 am
writing words, missing ends. TRUE LOVE.
There's no real reason to this. I hate online journals, the fact that it stole a good two years of my life. Ups, downs, or i guess even moderate, a fucking reminder for me to look back on. Being dirty, landing new things, stealing, robbery, trouble, love, depression. It's everything a fifteen-seventeen year old of my stature would consume.
The recent upswing of 'life' is gustful of bullshit. This is a main life. Haha, im kidding on that, 'main'. I'm falling apart, I know it. I see it, its obvious.
This is to anyone who might fall on this, heres my plans; don't find me, don't see me, don't remember me. This is nothing more than the uselessness of a fucked-up kid.
Tonight, it's the same. Lovesick, homesick.. bullshit, deathless. I want to go somewhere, but i feel the clutch.
p.s. dont stutter upon this, don't read this, DON'T ADD THIS, just leave me alone and feel what we all should feel