I take one step forward and two steps back.
So it's been 3 years today since I moved to chicago and it kinda sucks. I've made very few friends and have no real close friends out here. I feel like I dwell too much on the past, especially certain nights. But honestly I can't help myself. I have a lot of questions but I'm not sure I ever want to know the answers to some of them. I know it was the right decision to come here.... but that hasnt made it any easier. I miss my friends. I miss my family. And more often then anything I miss her. I need to make a change to make this more bareable but I have no clue where to even begin.