May 06, 2010 02:00
So it's been almost a year. I don't know. I've been feeling so old lately. Worn out. Just so tired. I miss my friends. I know in my head that I had to move. We couldn't afford to live in Mass. But at the same time I miss my friends more than anything. I feel like thats why Im feeling so run down. Originally a number of people were gonna visit this summer but the economy is rough and it looks like that ain't happening. It's ok I guess I dont think I could get the time off anyway but it sucks. My daughter is the brightest part of my life.. Which is how it should be anyway but I feel like there should be things besides her that I look forward to. It's not cool when a 9 month old is the only person I hang out with. I haven't really made friends here. Honestly I'm not sure I want to. I don't know.
"I'm here for you" she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriend's gone,
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin,
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You are my greatest failure
Discourse your saving song
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands