Emily! I knwo that you wrote this a while ago, but I just got in town, and just got to reading around. I wanted to tell you I that its so awesome that you got involved with God when you did. Most people especially teenagers dont get blessed with the chance to see God working for them. And when he does, they dont recognize whats going on right in front of them. You are such an amazign girl. I definutly agree with you about havign to be broken at times. Or just getting a good cry in. As sad as it might be I feel closest to God when im at my worst times...(when i need him). And as guilty as i may feel, only talkign to him so much becuase i want him to help me, he always comes through, and usualy not in the ways I would expect. But they always work out for the better. I did want to give you a heads up though. Boys...they're not all pointless. Boys tend to be the best of freinds when you find the right ones. They keep secrets better then girls. Have a better sence of humor...for the most part. And most of the time, care about your problems more then a girl would. And when "that guy" comes along. dont expect immidiate firworks, and dozens of signs pointing out that that's "your guy". That that's the "right one". It doesnt happen liek that, at least, it didn't for me. It took the regular kid that I saw every week, and after putting it off for so long, I finally decided to give a him chance. And Im still nto sure if hes the "right one".Hopefully he is. But eathier way, I would never regret me and him being together.. ever. Your right though. Never stray from God. Just remeber, that you dont have to put it all on one guy(God). He will talk to you in a different way that someone else would, but sometimes its comforting to hear someone next to you as you talk. And one thing thats helped me out lately, dont knwo if it has ne thing to do with you, just thought i'd fill ya in...Even when your not talking directly to God, he's always listening. Hes never quite "out of the loop". And even when sometimes you cant put into words what you want to tell him. He knows. He knows what your feelign and what you need...all the time. Dont know if that will help you, again just somethign that helps me out.
Thanks!!!!! That helped. Its the times when we don't feel like aknowledging or praising HIM that he uses us the most.
"its so awesome that you got involved with God when you did." --- lol maybe u mis understood... I LOVE Jesus with all of my heart and always have, I guess I've just been going through some tough times these last couple of months with my family and stuff and sometimes it just doesn't feel like he's here with me. I know he is though. Sometimes I just wish I could see him so i could know he is here. I know he lives inside of me.
btw, who is this? its not important, just curious?
LOL! Its kaity O! Didnt really mean to make it anonymous. Didnt even notice actually...But yeah, what you quoted me on, lol. I didnt mean that your just now gettign involved with him, I meant that you obivously started goign to crhuch when you were little. And you know that you already knwo that you can turn to him with yoru problems. And just that alot of kids dont get the chance to go to church when their young. They have to figure it out for themselves, or thourgh freinds.
Sooo yeah, lol. You comign to my hsoue on monday? lol. We shoudl be havign pizza. Painting some signs, brgin paint and cardboard or paper plates or w/e...and uhhh... oohh yeah! how coudl I forget...talkign about PROM! woop woop! If you knwo anyoen who wants to help out with prom this year, they are more then invited to come!
: / I can't go I'm sorry I really want to but I'll be in Orlando w/ Jenna Lungar for the teen trendsetters Mentoring traning thingy.. but i hope u guys have fun and ill try to make the next one!
I definutly agree with you about havign to be broken at times. Or just getting a good cry in. As sad as it might be I feel closest to God when im at my worst times...(when i need him). And as guilty as i may feel, only talkign to him so much becuase i want him to help me, he always comes through, and usualy not in the ways I would expect. But they always work out for the better.
I did want to give you a heads up though. Boys...they're not all pointless. Boys tend to be the best of freinds when you find the right ones. They keep secrets better then girls. Have a better sence of humor...for the most part. And most of the time, care about your problems more then a girl would. And when "that guy" comes along. dont expect immidiate firworks, and dozens of signs pointing out that that's "your guy". That that's the "right one". It doesnt happen liek that, at least, it didn't for me.
It took the regular kid that I saw every week, and after putting it off for so long, I finally decided to give a him chance. And Im still nto sure if hes the "right one".Hopefully he is. But eathier way, I would never regret me and him being together.. ever.
Your right though. Never stray from God. Just remeber, that you dont have to put it all on one guy(God). He will talk to you in a different way that someone else would, but sometimes its comforting to hear someone next to you as you talk.
And one thing thats helped me out lately, dont knwo if it has ne thing to do with you, just thought i'd fill ya in...Even when your not talking directly to God, he's always listening. Hes never quite "out of the loop". And even when sometimes you cant put into words what you want to tell him. He knows. He knows what your feelign and what you need...all the time. Dont know if that will help you, again just somethign that helps me out.
God Bless
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"its so awesome that you got involved with God when you did."
--- lol maybe u mis understood... I LOVE Jesus with all of my heart and always have, I guess I've just been going through some tough times these last couple of months with my family and stuff and sometimes it just doesn't feel like he's here with me. I know he is though. Sometimes I just wish I could see him so i could know he is here. I know he lives inside of me.
btw, who is this? its not important, just curious?
Love ya!
xoxo
Emily
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Sooo yeah, lol. You comign to my hsoue on monday? lol. We shoudl be havign pizza. Painting some signs, brgin paint and cardboard or paper plates or w/e...and uhhh... oohh yeah! how coudl I forget...talkign about PROM! woop woop! If you knwo anyoen who wants to help out with prom this year, they are more then invited to come!
Ill see ya then hopefully!
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