i dont feel all that pretty today
I just don't feel pretty lately. Its no big deal. I guess I am just realizing the more I don't love myself, the more I turn into someone who doesn't even understand the reason she is on this earth the more confused I get.
I look for clarification about myself in everyone else. I feel the need to feel important to other people first before I can feel important about myself. I don't know why I'm not at the top of my own list. I never have been really. Oh sure I put what I want first in some small ways but I always worry about the consequnces. I agonize over everything.
I feel like I'm really fucking this one life up.
I look for clarification about myself in everyone else. I feel the need to feel important to other people first before I can feel important about myself. I don't know why I'm not at the top of my own list. I never have been really. Oh sure I put what I want first in some small ways but I always worry about the consequnces. I agonize over everything.
I feel like I'm really fucking this one life up.