how uncomfortable you make me feel

[sassydame]

You make me feel so uncomfortable that when I think of you, or talk to you, I start to cry inside. And sometimes, those tears spring out and show up.

I dont know what to say or think or do, about you. And really there is nothing. Please stop making me cry.

I have like nothing going on. Im not in school, will hopefully be in December.
Im not traveling.
Im not designing.
Im not sewing.
Im not writing.
Dear god, im not even writing.
I try - but Im blocked.
Im sitting, sitting around waiting.

Im sick of waiting but I cant make myself stop. I would be rather doing 30 different things now, so why am I waiting?