I cant go to sleep until its all gone
I am bitter. Or I am feeling bitter at the moment. i am tired. and sleepy. and i want someones big strong arms to hold me. I want some future guy I havent met yet to come along. Somewhere. Iuno. Just really tired.
And im tired of all the men in my life. My past men suck. They do. Sorry if you're reading this. You all suck. And I need to figure out what the common denominator (besides me) is.
I will figure this out. Before I ruin my life. Or run around like motherfucking Carrie Bradshaw falling for the same guys and hoping things will work out, if I try hard enough. For like 20 years.
And im tired of all the men in my life. My past men suck. They do. Sorry if you're reading this. You all suck. And I need to figure out what the common denominator (besides me) is.
I will figure this out. Before I ruin my life. Or run around like motherfucking Carrie Bradshaw falling for the same guys and hoping things will work out, if I try hard enough. For like 20 years.