May 31, 2006 13:53
This shit sucks.
I feel like poop.
I went camping and I came home itching, REALLY FUCKING POOR, and just exhausted. Camping is not supposed to make me spend 60 fucking dollars. That of which I totally didnt have. I am so tired of being foolish.
Have to drive to Austin/Georgetown tonight. I really want to sleep though. I am exhausted and I want to drive there and then sleep.
My money matters are more twisted than a french hair-do. I literally borrow, lie, and steal just about every week.
But I will be damned if I don't keep fucking it up.
I am very negative right now. Somehow I wound up at Anthony's apt last night. I just didnt want to be home. I didnt want to listen to birds or encounter the boys. I had no where else to go. And we barely talked and kinda watched the game. It was odd.
I know I probably shouldnt but I hope I get incredibly drunk this weekend.
boys,
random,
austin,
money