she let her feelings grow, to tears she'll never show....
Exactly a year ago.....whoa......hard to imagine..... doesnt feel like it. Today is weird feeling. its hard to lust about love lost in such an unjust way, but all things happen for a reason i suppose. Some things in my past i regret, but he was never one of them. still isn't. He was someone to learn from, someone who taught me about the harder things in life, someone who i truly cared for. I will always remember the time i spent with him.... from the first kiss on the slide at east city park to dancing on country night almost a year after we first met. fun times with motorcyles and 4 wheelers up on the mountain, mud, rain, the samari jumping over mud puddles while i screamed.....yeah..... i'm not heartbroken over him anymore.
at least he was nice to me most of the time....unlike someone else who i'm not going to mention today for fear that i may die from exboyfriend overload.....
at least he was nice to me most of the time....unlike someone else who i'm not going to mention today for fear that i may die from exboyfriend overload.....