It's a heartache....nothin but a heartache....
Its been almost two weeks since i last talked to matt... thats the longest amount of time that I haven't talked with him on the phone at least in the last 8 months. weird. I don't really think he cares that much. he didn't sound all that excited when i talked to him online the other day. I need to stop this. I am extremely busy and its giving me less and less time to think about him. I have started working out again, i feel so much better. Hopefully I'll be in better shape for the wedding. and the other three girls have started tanning....grrrr....they must not beat me!!! it has never been my destiny to be white compared to them... hmmmm.... guess i'll have to do it too. oh the horror! never have really wanted to be a fake n' baker.... oh well. I'm at work right now goofing off, so i guess i better get with it. today is another 9 hour day. yeepeee!!! give me the money!!! its better than just sittin on my ass all day. yep yep.