Things these days.
Lots has been going on in my mind lately, and if you've noticed I haven't really posted lately.. Too much going on in my life.But needless to say it has all been good. I'm more secure in my world, my life and who I am. It has been a growing experience the last month for me.
I've learned my place, made definite choices that I swear scare the shit out of me, but I am happy with it. Completely happy with it. It is weird how you just run with something.. You run as fast and as far away from things as you can and then one day you wake up and discover, "Hey the life I was running from I was only running towards anyway. I was already here in this life, I didn't seek it, it found me."
This feeling weirds me out, but I like the way it is and how I am in it. But it is just life and how things are going with me. And I know this doesn't make sense.. It doesn't make any sense to me, but it is just how I feel right now and the fact that I know I have to update for a change.
I went to Walibi World on 1 September and had a blast with some of my best friends from work on that day. (Think 6 Flags over Holland!) Anyway, we went for coffee after Walibi World and I left my purse accidentally. Remco and I had to go back the next day to get it. The conversation we had that day has made me realize some of the best things in front of me.
But just so you know, I"ll be back in the States on 11 October and in New York from the 18 Oct to 22 Oct. This is my life these days.
I've learned my place, made definite choices that I swear scare the shit out of me, but I am happy with it. Completely happy with it. It is weird how you just run with something.. You run as fast and as far away from things as you can and then one day you wake up and discover, "Hey the life I was running from I was only running towards anyway. I was already here in this life, I didn't seek it, it found me."
This feeling weirds me out, but I like the way it is and how I am in it. But it is just life and how things are going with me. And I know this doesn't make sense.. It doesn't make any sense to me, but it is just how I feel right now and the fact that I know I have to update for a change.
I went to Walibi World on 1 September and had a blast with some of my best friends from work on that day. (Think 6 Flags over Holland!) Anyway, we went for coffee after Walibi World and I left my purse accidentally. Remco and I had to go back the next day to get it. The conversation we had that day has made me realize some of the best things in front of me.
But just so you know, I"ll be back in the States on 11 October and in New York from the 18 Oct to 22 Oct. This is my life these days.