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So. We dealt with the Talis incident by ... not dealing with it. I kept saying we needed to decide what we were going to do, but then I'd burst into a fit of hysterical tears and nothing would get decided. What ya'll said made a lot of sense though, so for now i guess we'll go with that. Thank you for the support and input.
Know what sucks the most? I have found myself being skittish around Talis the past few days. If he doesn't respond right away to a 'get up, let's go outside' i end up repeating myself until he gets up rather than reaching out to take ahold of his collar. That ... THAT is what sucks about this whole thing, you know?
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I've pretty much been 100% away from my computer for a solid week. As stated in a previous post, it is dracona_star's fault, seeing as he was here for a visit. We had seven days of whirlwind wonderfulnesss and fantasticism. To tell the truth -- while i missed ya'll and Empyreal -- I didn't miss being here in the least. Sevian was ... perfect. He was a perfect guest and he got along splendidly with everyone in the Jokinen household, up to and including Mystic believe it or not. He is completely adorable, he has a wonderful sense of humor [it complimented MK's perfectly --- scary!], and i freely admit that i am crushing on him something fierce. [Did i mention he's tall? So nice. So nice. AND he smells amazing.] We did movies, the beach [everyone got burned], a little bit of wandering around, dinner out a couple of times, and the rest of it was spent curled up on the couch [or floor] watching Red Dwarf from start to almost-finish. He introduced me to the HBO series "The Flight of the Conchords" which he brought on DVD and turned out to be amazingly amusing. I am looking forward to having some 'inside jokes' with him and MK coming up here in guild chat soon.
Funny tidbit: even though he was here in my house, he and i still texted each other every day. How silly is that?? [Someone tell Webster to put 'texted' in the list of real words please?]
Interesting tidbit: This whole week I've had ONE headache that actually gave me a pause. ONE. And even that one was one of those that i just shrugged at and kept going through.kitsuneraven says that fact alone is worth making Sevian move to Florida.
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Therapy tomorrow afternoon. I intend to talk to Dr. Oas about how confused i am about how me just random talking for 45 minutes with zero input or direction or insight from him is supposed to help me. He seriously has told me that i am to say it if it comes to my mind, anything that comes to my mind and that i am not supposed to stop with the string of talking at all. Anything i see is a thought, anything i hear is a thought, and those thoughts can lead to other thoughts which can lead to issues that i am dealing with and after that... nothing. No input. Bleh. I don't get that.
Know what sucks the most? I have found myself being skittish around Talis the past few days. If he doesn't respond right away to a 'get up, let's go outside' i end up repeating myself until he gets up rather than reaching out to take ahold of his collar. That ... THAT is what sucks about this whole thing, you know?
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I've pretty much been 100% away from my computer for a solid week. As stated in a previous post, it is dracona_star's fault, seeing as he was here for a visit. We had seven days of whirlwind wonderfulnesss and fantasticism. To tell the truth -- while i missed ya'll and Empyreal -- I didn't miss being here in the least. Sevian was ... perfect. He was a perfect guest and he got along splendidly with everyone in the Jokinen household, up to and including Mystic believe it or not. He is completely adorable, he has a wonderful sense of humor [it complimented MK's perfectly --- scary!], and i freely admit that i am crushing on him something fierce. [Did i mention he's tall? So nice. So nice. AND he smells amazing.] We did movies, the beach [everyone got burned], a little bit of wandering around, dinner out a couple of times, and the rest of it was spent curled up on the couch [or floor] watching Red Dwarf from start to almost-finish. He introduced me to the HBO series "The Flight of the Conchords" which he brought on DVD and turned out to be amazingly amusing. I am looking forward to having some 'inside jokes' with him and MK coming up here in guild chat soon.
Funny tidbit: even though he was here in my house, he and i still texted each other every day. How silly is that?? [Someone tell Webster to put 'texted' in the list of real words please?]
Interesting tidbit: This whole week I've had ONE headache that actually gave me a pause. ONE. And even that one was one of those that i just shrugged at and kept going through.kitsuneraven says that fact alone is worth making Sevian move to Florida.
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Therapy tomorrow afternoon. I intend to talk to Dr. Oas about how confused i am about how me just random talking for 45 minutes with zero input or direction or insight from him is supposed to help me. He seriously has told me that i am to say it if it comes to my mind, anything that comes to my mind and that i am not supposed to stop with the string of talking at all. Anything i see is a thought, anything i hear is a thought, and those thoughts can lead to other thoughts which can lead to issues that i am dealing with and after that... nothing. No input. Bleh. I don't get that.