[FIC] It's You - Chapter 3
Title: It's You
Author: kitschkath //
sashii09
Pairing: Jae x OMC (in this chap), YooSu
Genre: Rockband!Shinki, Drama, Romance, Mild Comedy, Mild Angst, Smut (not detailed)
Rating: NC17 (Just in case...in this chap ^^)
Beta:
broken_ephemera &
mathildac3
I woke up extra early today, so instead of going to the studio I went out for a walk in Itaewon to look for something that might fancy my eyes. Until now, I’m still unsure if I will let our band join the contest Min told us days ago. I mean, a lot of other bands will join too and probably greater bands than us. Not to mention Maze. But Changmin said their management had not said anything about it and if they were joining, we would not have been able to see him yesterday.
"One cappuccino please?” While I was paying my order I noticed a man sitting on the far corner of the café. It did not take long for me to recognize that he was no other than Kim Jaejoong. He was wearing large sunglasses.
Suddenly remembering Min’s stories, I approached him. "Hi,"
Jaejoong-sshi gave me a quick glance.
"Hi, Jaejoong-sshi? Do you remember me?"
"I'm sorry, no?"
Aw. So it’s true. He's not the man you are telling us about, Changmin!
"I'm Fox Rain's drummer Yunho..." I held out my hand for him to take. But he didn’t even move an inch. Embarrassed, I shove it in my pocket instead. ”We've seen each other in Japan, remember?"
"Uhm... No? I'm sorry, are you lost? You're scaring me dude,"
"No! I mean, ah.. Yeah.. My fault.. I think Changmin forgot to tell you,"
"Changmin? Shim Changmin?"
"Yes! Do you remember now?"
"Ahh, Changmin's habit of talking to every single person in the world. Anyway, I don’t care about that, but no, I’m sure I haven’t seen you before,"
It's certain. This man is not the Kim Jaejoong Changmin described! He's so cold!
"Weird.. Changmin said… aish, may I sit here instead?" he did not answer so I sat across his seat. This was the first time I saw him this close, the first time I saw him in casual clothes. His face was flawless without make-up. No wonder why he's the visual of the band and always standing in the middle even though he’s not the vocalist. He was very interesting and I wonder where in the world was Jaejoong-sshi hidden on the stories Min (who got so excited whenever the topic was about his band) shared.
"Jaejoong-sshi, are you perhaps, waiting for someone?"
"Yes, he is."
The voice was cold and deep that the moment I heard it, chills ran down to my spine. Maki. It’s Maki-sshi. Jaejoong-sshi's eyes widened in surprise and moments later, he’s being dragged outside of the cafe.
"Ah they must be in a hurry.."
If you love someone so much, you’ll trust him with all your heart and you won't think he's cheating on you. If there's something wrong, both of you will talk and straighten things out so that the relationship will grow stronger. Maki isn't fond of those. Talking is nonsense and explaining is bullshit. No matter how much I explain, he'll still stick to his principle; and the conclusion to this is harsh treatment through sex.
It hurts so much. This is the first time I feel pain; he's not even gentle from the start. I don't like this. "M-maki please... Slowly... You're hurting me.."
But my plea fell on deaf ears. The moment we entered his apartment, he pushed me hard on the bed, didn’t even bother preparing me. That alone will definitely hurt.
"..You're in pain? What about thinking what I feel? I thought you are not interested to that Jung?"
He continues thrusting while spitting out those venomous accusations at me. I can feel his jealousy. Maki... I did not entertain that Yunho, for god's sake!
"N-nngg Hah N-no! I wasn't even talking to him! Please Maki..."
"Shut the fuck up!"
My eyes started to sting, but no... I would never cry in front of him. Even if he's hurting me, I would do everything to make our relationship last long.
"Nngghh.. Hah-hhah.."
When he came, he pulled out immediately. And the words that stung more than the physical pain he gave me make me almost break down. "I thought you wanted to make this last.. Jae, I did everything.. But you are the one fucking it up--messing us up… If you can't keep your words, then bullshit let's stop this!"
And then he left. When the loud slam of the door echoed throughout the apartment, my world paused and waves of emotions crashed on me.
It hurts. It hurts. This is the first time I feel this much pain. To have your boyfriend accuse you of wrongful acts and threaten you afterwards is just too much.
Because I have no strength to go home alone, I fiddled with my phone and called Changmin.
"..M-min," Relief was what I felt when he answered. Comfort. This was what I need right now and then my voice started to shake... I couldn’t even understand what he’s saying but I managed to go to the bathroom to somehow finish what Maki started a while ago and a freezing cold shower afterwards.
"I won't even ask, and don't you even explain, hyung," he said the moment he appeared at Maki’s apartment door, the word hyung being emphasized. Changmin's hatred towards Maki cannot be denied. Whether he was with him or not, Changmin will spit out every hateful word he wants to say towards Maki. Sometimes I agree with him, sometimes no. And it’s good that Changmin decided not to nag about my current state; I will never have any idea about what to say. I’m sure Min already knows why I called him and the reason why. I won't even ask Maki to forgive me; everything is so chaotic right now. I just wanted someone here with me to feel secured, and Changmin was the one.
"Let’s go home, Min?"
"No not at home.. I'm pissed at you right now hyung,"
My only answer was a confused stare. But in the next second, he was dragging me out of my apartment --void of things for disguise.
"M-Min! Where are we going!" I tried to free my arms from his grasp but it’s no use. For my strength is nothing against Changmin's.
"Wait and you'll see,"
There’s an uncomfortable silence on Changmin's car. He hadn't said anything since he made me sit on the backseat. We were heading towards Myeongdong, from what I observed; a good 45 minutes’ ride from Maki’s apartment.
"Hyung, are you alright?"
"Min, I'm okay, you don't have to take me to Myeongdong, what are we doing there? Shopping? Eating? I'm fine, I just want to sleep," I really do. Come to think of it, I didn't even get to rest after that sex.
"Aish no, now you are pissing me off even more!"
"What,"
"Just wait hyung, as much as I want to eat right now, and as much as I want you to go shop--we can't. Trust me hyung, I know better."
"But--"
"We're here,"
"But we're not in Myeongdong!"
"Whoever said we were going there?"
It's obvious that this was a recording studio, but what are we doing here? I don't know; this bastard doesn't want to say anything.
"Bastard,"
"I'll hit you,"
"Yeah, hit me now!"
Pak! One hit on my arm and it hurts like hell! "Ow, you sadist! Why do you always have to target that part!"
"Sorry, I missed the vital part!"
"Payback time!" and my fist landed on his shoulder. Changmin was about to deliver a fatal blow in the form of his fist aiming at my ribcage when--
"Changmin-ah!!"
Two sets of arms braced at Changmin and took him far away from me. What the hell?
"What the..?"
"Jaejoong-sshi, Changmin-ah why are you fighting here!?"
What the hell--not directed to the halted teasing..(It's called teasing, not fighting!).. But the reality that we were on the recording studio of Fox Rain, makes me want to hit Min for real. Two of the members were holding Changmin right now, afraid that we may pounce at each other again.
"Hi Junsu-hyung,"
"Oh my god! Such violence! Why are you hitting your bassist?!"
"I'm not hitting him..we're just--"
"Just? Stressful! Henry! Call Yunho-hyung and Chunnie,"
Funny how these people misinterpreted our teasing. It's teasing alright, they just had to come out in the wrong time. But oh well, I kinda feel okay... Oh what? Yunho??
We were busy discussing stuffs when Henry called us. "Hyung, Junsu hyung's calling for you two,"
"Why Henry?"
"Uh two members of Maze are outside, and kinda hitting each other,"
"Maze?"
Yoochun looked at me, surprised too. It was much unexpected to see two members of Maze here in our studio and without second thought, we hurried outside too.
"I swear Hyung! I'm not hitting him!"
"But what about that balled fist!? Huh? Changmin-ah, I never thought you were such a violent man!"
"Uhhh," I scratched my head in confusion. Junsu can be very annoying when it comes to this kind of situations. He is not very fond of violence, and that's a good thing in my opinion.
"Junsu, calm down, let's talk this out okay?"
"Hyung! I swear we are not fighting! That's how we show our love to each other!"
"A very unique way of showing, I see." Seems like Changmin was telling the truth. But somehow his words were still suspicious because the man in front of me was still silent.
"Jaejoong-sshi, are you not going to say something?"
"What for? He already said we were not fighting,"
"Hyung! Why are you so cold towards Yunho hyung??"
"It's okay Changmin-ah, Jaejoong-sshi's probably adjusting,"
"Adjusting? Tch." He smirked at me and he rolled his eyes; this man indeed was a very cold man. I didn't know why they keep this type of person!
"Aish no! Hyung, this is Yunho-hyung their drummer and leader,"
"Hi," I held out my hand, and seconds after, he took it briefly. That’s good, because if he didn’t take it, it’ll be the second rejection from him in just one day!
"..This is their bassist Junsu hyung, and guitarist Henry, and their vocalist Yoochun hyung,"
"Why are we here again? You should've brought me to Myeongdong instead,"
"Aish hyung! Why are you like this, I'm going to hit you real hard!"
"Yah!"
Jaejoong-sshi was about to strangle Changmin but good thing my arms were long enough to stop him from killing his bandmate. And it was then that we decided to have Changmin sit between me and Henry and Jaejoong-sshi sit between Chun and Su.
"No more hitting, Changmin,"
"Why me hyung!"
"Aish! No hitting, Jaejoong-sshi," Still, no response. He's still stubborn and I will have no choice but to use my rare leader tone. "We may not know each other that long or whatever but using violence or any sorts of hitting in front of my members will never be tolerated, if you two wanted to fight--kill each other even-- just, get the hell out of here. Are we clear?"
Yeap, I rarely use this tone. One might notice because of the way the others stopped doing extra movements and just stared on their feet. Changmin and Jaejoong hung their head in defeat.
"Hmm?" still, no response. "Aish you guys, relax!"
After dinner, Junsu suggested we play arcade in which Changmin and Henry immediately agreed. Dinner was okay, no more tension, but still.. Jaejoong hadn't talked, I don't know, there was like..a big wall he's putting around him to block any sorts of comfort. His mood wasn’t okay too, because Changmin constantly asks him if he’s okay. But his eyes softened a bit as what I've observed.
"I'm sorry hyung," Changmin said, he stopped for a moment so he could walk beside me. The others were walking ahead of us.
"For what?"
"For our behavior a while ago,"
I didn't answer, I just hummed in response.
"I wanted to go anywhere but not in our shared apartment, and you see, that man there," he gestured towards Jaejoong-sshi who had three of my members asking him questions and in return answering them with short phrases. "..Hyung needs fresh air, he needs to go out or else I'll die babysitting him, that baby will probably cry all night long,"
"Babysitting? I thought he's older than you?” Baby? That’s cute though, but why will he cry all night long? I wonder what happened..
“Yes, but his mental age is younger than his physical age, unlike mine. I am very mature hyung!”
“It's okay Min, the band's kinda worked up too because of our continuous practice, it's about time they reward themselves with these leisures,"
"And that's good hyung thanks a lot,"
Changmin smirked and I patted his shoulders. As all of us spent our time longer, the barriers of awkwardness crashed slowly I am sure Jaejoong-sshi will open up his mind soon.
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A/N:
HI! sorry for the late update, I was out of town two days ago and busy with life because HOORAY! Tomorrow is my college graduation! (Yes, I'm old..yeayea ^^) BUT ANYWAY~ Here's chapter 3 with YunJae in it. I think you can predict what will happen next hoho. ;) Sorry Jae for hurting you.. ;_____; you will be okay soon, <3
Anyway, I made a research on apartments a while ago and here's what I saw. lol
This will be Fox Rain's shared apartment/dorm: Grand Castle It was located in Hannam-dong. Near Itaewon-dong since it was stated in the earlier chapters that they were close to Maze's crib. ;D /lolcrib anyway! There's only 3 bed since Henry's not living with them kkkkkk. ;D
And this is JaeMin;s shared apartment: Happy House in Itaewon. Hahaha OMO yes JaeMin were living together because they found each other first before that Maki. lmao lmao lmao. ;))
Maki's Apartment: Vision in Itaewon too. Lol I just noticed his place was bigger than JaeMin's.. It's alright.. Maki's a rich bastard and we'll set a fire on his house soon. ahh *hint hint*
Gil hyung has a separate house since he already has a family. :D
Oh and for further visualization the image of them I have in my mind while writing this fic was.. in Purple Line era. Yeap. Yeap. Blonde Jae. ;D
Again, thanks for reading and comments are <3~!