Growing Pains, Episode 621: Meet the SeaversThere, it's been said. You have it now, in case some of you remember it, too, possibly thought you made it up or dreamt it. It's not as good as I remembered it, but that's fine, fine, because I last saw it probably 12-15 years ago, and then I thought everything was grand ( Read more... )

6 of them, 3 on each hand. each one represented something different that in my 14-year-old brain i desperately needed manifested and reinforced: chaos, death, love, clarity, life... these sorts of things ( Read more... )

long before being jerked awake by the phone, even before psyches_task left, a few moments in the "new" room. but they felt more like memory than action ( Read more... )

last night, again, the house so vivid, so immediate, so physical, so real i said to myself, "Oh my god, I'm here. I'm back in the house ( Read more... )

included a man and woman, him overweight, pushing a tattered couch onto a very orange, very desert cliff's edge. also, a time-lapse cloudy desert sky moving overhead, very blue, very white, very rust ( Read more... )

( economics of ticket change & mom-visit musings )

last night i gave valis429 a personal tour of the house. starting in the kitchen. though we did hit the new room, and eventually i think we got upstairs, but there it gets hazy.

I was in my back yard in Wellesley. It was a commencement dinner for my sister. The neighbors' kids were there, and we were running around some of the time. Occasionally, I would be so taken with the thought that I was back in my back yard, semi-lucidly, that I'd see it suddenly flush with green and I'd run away from the dinner table and dive into ( Read more... )

Same as last time with who I assume was Maugus. Now Nehoiden. Same calling out in a whisper, but this time no mangling of tongue or mouth. I don't remember much, but I'm sure he was responding to me. I may have been trying to get someone else to hear him, too, but it's totally possible that's just overlap from placing the dreams side-by-side.

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the latter two sections of the book that Freshwater Dredge begins appear to me as one long section. i've been describing it lately the Wachowski bros. making the latter two Matrix movies at once, after the first was done. but i'm delaying and digressing ( Read more... )