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I dont think I can survive this.
I went to see Anna on friday, things went well. Actually better than they have been in FOREVER!! Well, at the end of the night me and my 'friends' Sam and Braden were waiting for Ashley outside and the bouncers thought we were waiting for Anna. She got fined a whole $20 and given a talk by management about meeting customers outside of the building. Even though we werent waiting for her!!! Ashley did get in a lot of trouble and almost lost her job.
Anyways...
I was supposed to go out somewhere else last night but plans changed and we ended up going back to Anna and Ashleys work. Ashley told us how she almost got fired and her and Anna both got in trouble. Anna ignorned me all night! Finally Sam went to talk to her and she said this was the second time Ive gotten her fined (the first was when management found a bday invite I gave her that had my number on it... another $20) and it was becoming a pattern of me getting her in trouble. She wasnt going to talk to me anymore because she wants to keep her job professional and not lose it. First off, I didnt know AT ALL that the invitation would have gotten her in trouble as Ive given my number out there before. Second, after going to see her for 11 months loyally, Ive never sat outside and waited for her to get off of work just to talk to her outside the club. So why now? Dont you think she would have given me the benefit of the doubt and understand that I KNOW BETTER? No. And she told Sam that she wasnt even going to talk to me anymore. She wasnt going to personally give me an explaination for why she wont talk to me anymore. After a heated talk Sam said he thought she was a grown ass woman, not a little kid and that she owes me at least that much to come over and explain herself, or even hear my side of what happened. She didnt say anything other than if she came over to me she would have gotten in more trouble with management. Then Sam told her that she just threw away what was probably the best thing in her life.
When he walked back over to me he told me all about the conversation. First off, I cant BELIEVE he fought with her and said half the shit he did. Second I was pissed because the night before all this went down because him and his bro wanted to wait for Ashley. Because of them I lost Anna. As a friend and as what might have been something more. So me and Sam get in a heated argument when I stood up and told him we were leaving (I was the driver) and Anna walked from across the building to about 10 feet by where we were and she stood listening to it all.
So I dont know what to do. ONCE AGAIN my heart was broken and I was left without a word. Once again I got absolutely no closure. And this? This is the most lame excuse to stop talking to me.
I barely survived the first broken heart... I dont know if I can come out of it again.
I went to see Anna on friday, things went well. Actually better than they have been in FOREVER!! Well, at the end of the night me and my 'friends' Sam and Braden were waiting for Ashley outside and the bouncers thought we were waiting for Anna. She got fined a whole $20 and given a talk by management about meeting customers outside of the building. Even though we werent waiting for her!!! Ashley did get in a lot of trouble and almost lost her job.
Anyways...
I was supposed to go out somewhere else last night but plans changed and we ended up going back to Anna and Ashleys work. Ashley told us how she almost got fired and her and Anna both got in trouble. Anna ignorned me all night! Finally Sam went to talk to her and she said this was the second time Ive gotten her fined (the first was when management found a bday invite I gave her that had my number on it... another $20) and it was becoming a pattern of me getting her in trouble. She wasnt going to talk to me anymore because she wants to keep her job professional and not lose it. First off, I didnt know AT ALL that the invitation would have gotten her in trouble as Ive given my number out there before. Second, after going to see her for 11 months loyally, Ive never sat outside and waited for her to get off of work just to talk to her outside the club. So why now? Dont you think she would have given me the benefit of the doubt and understand that I KNOW BETTER? No. And she told Sam that she wasnt even going to talk to me anymore. She wasnt going to personally give me an explaination for why she wont talk to me anymore. After a heated talk Sam said he thought she was a grown ass woman, not a little kid and that she owes me at least that much to come over and explain herself, or even hear my side of what happened. She didnt say anything other than if she came over to me she would have gotten in more trouble with management. Then Sam told her that she just threw away what was probably the best thing in her life.
When he walked back over to me he told me all about the conversation. First off, I cant BELIEVE he fought with her and said half the shit he did. Second I was pissed because the night before all this went down because him and his bro wanted to wait for Ashley. Because of them I lost Anna. As a friend and as what might have been something more. So me and Sam get in a heated argument when I stood up and told him we were leaving (I was the driver) and Anna walked from across the building to about 10 feet by where we were and she stood listening to it all.
So I dont know what to do. ONCE AGAIN my heart was broken and I was left without a word. Once again I got absolutely no closure. And this? This is the most lame excuse to stop talking to me.
I barely survived the first broken heart... I dont know if I can come out of it again.