Just one

[saschiel]

I'm returning to life through my path,
walking the same lane, taking other steps.
When will I mock destiny for a change?
When will I dance in the devil's floor?
The first crimsom tears are born afraid
The last ones expire stolen of life.
I'm not new
I don't win
I can't leave
I want free.
Will somebody find me when it's late?
WIll somebody find a smile when I'm gone?
Will somebody cry if I depart this place?
I am guided into a new day away from life.

It is life or death again,
Nothing ever changed in me,
Blissed and blistered wound
Just like other million days.
In my dreams I'm all awake,
my condition is not to leave
I could never stay or escape,
but once again I will attempt.

Never cared before about a new blessing,
Never preyed the caresses of a sunshine.
If every attempt mocked me as a failure,
Another round comes around until succes.
Is this what I get when I fail at failing?
Another chance to rot and a tease to die?
I'm not new
I don't win
I can't leave
I want free.
Will somebody find me when it's late?
WIll somebody find a smile when I'm gone?
Will somebody cry if I depart this place?
I am guided into a new day away from life.

It is life or death again,
Nothing ever changed in me,
Blissed and blistered wound
Just like other million days.
In my dreams I'm all awake,
my condition is not to leave
I could never stay or escape,
but once again I will attempt.

Pray for me
If you still love me
Pray for me
If you still hate me