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i know every1 is probally sick of these " ihate my life" "my life sucks" entries but sorrry heres another one...today sucked...i swear today was one of the worst days of my life beside johnny rockets the rest of the day sucked like it sucked majorly..jd hates me and wont stop yelling at me...pat gosh i just dont know and quite frankly i dont care
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YOU DONT DESERVE THIS. YEAH SO RIGHT NOW WE DONT HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS... WELL WE HAVE FRIENDS BUT NOT ONES WE HANG OUT WITH A LOT... ANYWAYS SO YEAH WE DONT HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS AND AS MUCH AS THAT BUGS ME I DONT CARE B/C YOU ARE ALL I NEED. I AM NOT VERY EMOTIONAL AND I TRY NOT TO COMPLAIN BUT THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN SO ROUGH.. LEAVING STROSE, LIKING MAX AND BEING COMPLETELY BLOWN OFF, MY GRANDPA HAS TWO WEEKS TO LIVE, HIGH SCHOOL VOLLEYBALL IS SO DIFFERENT B/C I AM USED TO BEING THE STAR AND NOW I AM JUST A LOWLY FRESHMAN, AND MOST OF ALL I DONT KNOW WHO I AM IN THIS WORLD OR WHO I WANT TO BE. AND WITH ALL THAT WEIGHING ME DOWN LATELY I COULDNT IMAGINE A BETTER PERSON TO SPEND MY SUMMER WITH... YEAH WE DONT TALK ABOUT ALL THIS CRAP A LOT BUT ALL I HAVE NEEDED IS TO HAVE FUN AND GO INSANE AND BE ME. AND WITH YOU I AM ME. AND I KNOW STUFF IS HORRIBLE FOR YOU AND I DIDNT MEAN TO FOCUS THIS ON ME BUT I WANT YOU TO REALIZE YOU CANT GIVE UP B/C IF YOU GIVE UP; I GIVE UP. I KNOW THE PAST YEAR WE WERENT CLOSE AND I REGRET THAT SO MUCH... AND EVEN IN LIKE SIXTH AND SEVENTH GRADES I KNOW WE WERE NEVER LIKE "YOU ARE MY BFFF" BUT YOU SERIOUSLY ARE MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER AND I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYONE AND I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH AND I WISH I COULD MAKE A MAGIC POTION AND MAKE IT ALL OKAY. BASICALLY WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS I JUST WISH I COULD HELP YOU THE WAY YOU HAVE HELPED ME. AND I LOVE YOU AND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. anyways back to your issues... i know you feel low and you wanna fall. so you know what? FALL. b/c i am here to catch you.
haha and in the begining i said i wasnt gonna write a lot =P
ps- you arent fat or ugly so shut up or i will take a broom and beat you until you are ugly =) haha i love you freak!
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