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i know every1 is probally sick of these " ihate my life" "my life sucks" entries but sorrry heres another one...today sucked...i swear today was one of the worst days of my life beside johnny rockets the rest of the day sucked like it sucked majorly..jd hates me and wont stop yelling at me...pat gosh i just dont know and quite frankly i dont care anymore im sick of guys im sick of giving my heart away and just getting hurt...i seriously dont care aobut life anymore..im gunna get cut from soccer cuz i keep getting hurt...im never gunna get the guys i like..go ahead and comment about it..about hoow i dont get the guys i like because im ugly because im fat i dont care any more...i wanna fucking give up in life..the only reason ive stayed around this long is so that he would think i was strong BUT IM NOT..i think i have a ton of friends but i really dont..no1 except like jill andd jessie and pat ever hang out iwth me andi odnt care anymore...im giving in to whats been hurting me.