Whee... Fuck this -_-;
Ah... I enjoy this... I don't HAVE friends, okay! I have a girlfriend, and that's about the only 'friend' I have. My other 'friends' don't like to hang out with me, so they're really just 'buds', right? Hell, even 'buds' ask you to hang out right? If I ask people to hang out, they tend to not have the time, make excuses as to why they can't, etc... I dunno, it just seems to me that I'm the one they tend NOT to want to hang out with. The ONLY person who invites me out is my girlfriend. Gotta love that, no? And another person I know likes to pretend to be friendly around me, but, to everyone else, she makes it full known that she doesn't like me, etc. I fucking hate that. It's so ANNOYING! I ABSOLUTELY HATE THAT! FUCK OFF, JUST FUCKING TELL ME, OKAY! Why does it always seem like it's me that's tossed off to the side? Who are my real friends? What the fuck does everyone I know think of me? I really dunno. And it pisses me off. People don't talk to me much unless I talk to them. It's been like this a lot lately. I know I'm busy a lot, but you can still talk to me! Sure I may be a lil distant during my working on crap, but I can STILL TALK DAMMIT! *sighs* I hate this. I give up on friendship for now... Come find me when people decide to give a fuck about their friends.
- Chris
- Chris