Aug 02, 2004 01:47
Well, lately I just feel like I'm fucking everything up. I've tried to help a few people lately, but I just can't lately, I fucking suck at doing shit all. I really don't know what I'm going to do in all honesty, I'm lost and blind, I can't help people anymore, and people don't come to me. People fear me or something lately... I don't know, and it can't be helped... But what's a person to do? I'm just making things worse wherever I go. I'm not helping, I'm hurting. So what do I say? I'm not going to try... Give me a while and maybe I'll be better. But until then, I'm done with the helping of others... If I can't do it right, I quit. And that hurts me a lot... It makes me feel like shit, when I hurt someone... And it's not the first time... So, farewell to helping people...
What's a person to do?
- Chris...