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i'm really upset and distraught. i am incredibly anxious, so much so that it is severely imparing my functionality as a human being. i wish weird things would stop happening to me. i am hanging on to sanity by a thread, all of a sudden. i'm so close to returning to my post-roast mental state that it is scary.
and all i really want is to curl up in my bed with gene and goddamnit i have no idea when he gets home, it is sometime today, the suspense is killing me because every minute that i am alone the crazier i am becoming.
i need some sleep. i haven't slept in two days. too bad i'm at work.
i think the only thing that is keeping me sane at this point is the fact that i have tons of books by hunter s. thompson that i am reading. and jesus. that makes me feel so sane, next to him.
and all i really want is to curl up in my bed with gene and goddamnit i have no idea when he gets home, it is sometime today, the suspense is killing me because every minute that i am alone the crazier i am becoming.
i need some sleep. i haven't slept in two days. too bad i'm at work.
i think the only thing that is keeping me sane at this point is the fact that i have tons of books by hunter s. thompson that i am reading. and jesus. that makes me feel so sane, next to him.