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May 25, 2008 18:54

the thought of him with someone else, it makes her ill, hate herself.
she should have tried harder though she did her best, she prays to god this is just a test.
she thought they could be a family but i guess it wasn't meant to be.
a daughter that looks just like him, why am she so easy to leave on a whim?
she'll never be good enough, he said she was but that's a bluff.
the lies hurt more than all the rest, to know that it was just pretend
a husband, a father, a lover, a friend, and still ishe's alone in the end.
maybe this is what she deserves, maybe she never stood a chance.
he use to smile and bring her roses, but that was just fake romance
she thought that he would understand, her once heartbroken man.
he said he wanted a family but she sits heartbroken as he leaves.
not strong enough, not pretty enough,
not a good enough mother, not good enough wife,
not good enough to be part of his life.
she makes a whis, where's that magic star? that love will prevail after all.
anything, everything, she'd give it all to have just one more shot
she'd give up her heart, her soul, her life if love was what it bought.
she's screaming inside, trying to hide, needing the pain to stop
but still it goes on for her love is too strong and nothing can cut it off.
he said he'd tried but he lied she just wants another chance
to put the pieces back together to save her one romance.
she knew it inside, you were trying to hide but love had blinded her
she sits and prays for something to change but maybe she's the curse.
she tries so hard to make him smile but nothing can make him happy,
except another, another lover, with her he's always laughing.
she begs and pleads 'what can i do?' but silence fills the air
she wants a simple answer, straightforward, but nothing's there.
to late, he says, i dont want to try, im just to miserable here
she hangs her head, thoughts filled with dread, this was her worste fear.
all she wanted was to hold on to her chance at happiness
to think that there was love in his wonderful caress.
but he has another who must be better it's driving her insane
to wonder still how far it's gone, she doesnt even know her name.
another sleepless night will pass because she doesnt understand
how could all this heartache and pain come from what she thought was a true man?
he swears his love but thenagain it's proably another lie
she prays to god, he'll changehis mind, and give it another try.
he'll never know how bad it hurts to be here in her shoes
she just keeps hope that maybe someday she'll be the one he'll choose.
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