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so been feeling pretty introspective lately, not talking much, but generally speaking, things are going quite well. i really like my job (and HAHA auntie anne's called me on sunday when i was SNOWBOARDING asking if i could work there for them, boo hoo i couldn't go...) and i absolutely love (almost) all the kids i work with. especialyl carloss......except...i've been thinking about it. apparently last saturday (2 weeks ago) he hung out with amanda and sarah j and manuel, and i dunno who else was there, but he told me he and amanda kissed. this is weird in three ways: one-amanda has a boyfriend going to school in oregon who would probably kill himself if he found out and two: they are really good friends abd three: he says he likes meeeee. :-\ i dunno what this means. maybe he only likes me cuz i let him do stuff. but he texted me saturday night saying he was thinking of me and missed me. soooo i'm a little confused. he also said i should go to las vegas and mexico with him, which would be so cool. but yeah, i gotta talk to him about that.
so frank hasn't spoken to me for almost a month. i wonder if this is another one of those suddenly-stop-talking-to-sarah guys. i sure hope not. i miss him.
so i have 2 prospects when it comes to moving out of my house. 1-alex smith, who lives next to dvc, who i work with, who lives by himself, who is pretty cool. 2-jeren and james, who i also work with, jeren who i'm really good friends with and james who is pretty cool too. i should talk to jeren about it. but he's not graduating for another year. i should find a girl to move in with...it might be weird with a bunch of guys, even if jeren is bi (i'm pretty sure gay but whatever). so we'll see.
what else, so i saw million dollar baby. wow. that movie is so intense. it made me think about a lot of stuff. morgan freeman did such a good job (as he always does) and so did hillary swank. omg she was awesome in that movie. clint eastwood, of course, is always great, but his acting was way less cheezy then in some of his other movies. i saw it with my dad, and since it has some underlying father-daughter tone to it he had to hug me and tell him he loves me afterward. which was sortof awkward for me. how am i supposed to love this man who abandoned my family after draining our bank accounts and dissapearing for 2 years? i'm not entirely sure i can forget about all that.
in other news, jeren told me he saw matt sometime, and he asked about me!!!!! and jeren told him i hooked up with a guy fromt he movies he said he looked kinda sad. HAHA! i'm glad. that was some crazy shit he pulled on me. what an ass. but i must admit i sorta miss him. i htink i'll give him a call later. i also wanna call joseph. i always thought he was pretty cool, and he might be able to get me a job and a good deal on a tux for carlos for senior ball.
my arms and back are really sore from snowboarding, we went for like 6 hours, it was freakin insane. ouch.
so frank hasn't spoken to me for almost a month. i wonder if this is another one of those suddenly-stop-talking-to-sarah guys. i sure hope not. i miss him.
so i have 2 prospects when it comes to moving out of my house. 1-alex smith, who lives next to dvc, who i work with, who lives by himself, who is pretty cool. 2-jeren and james, who i also work with, jeren who i'm really good friends with and james who is pretty cool too. i should talk to jeren about it. but he's not graduating for another year. i should find a girl to move in with...it might be weird with a bunch of guys, even if jeren is bi (i'm pretty sure gay but whatever). so we'll see.
what else, so i saw million dollar baby. wow. that movie is so intense. it made me think about a lot of stuff. morgan freeman did such a good job (as he always does) and so did hillary swank. omg she was awesome in that movie. clint eastwood, of course, is always great, but his acting was way less cheezy then in some of his other movies. i saw it with my dad, and since it has some underlying father-daughter tone to it he had to hug me and tell him he loves me afterward. which was sortof awkward for me. how am i supposed to love this man who abandoned my family after draining our bank accounts and dissapearing for 2 years? i'm not entirely sure i can forget about all that.
in other news, jeren told me he saw matt sometime, and he asked about me!!!!! and jeren told him i hooked up with a guy fromt he movies he said he looked kinda sad. HAHA! i'm glad. that was some crazy shit he pulled on me. what an ass. but i must admit i sorta miss him. i htink i'll give him a call later. i also wanna call joseph. i always thought he was pretty cool, and he might be able to get me a job and a good deal on a tux for carlos for senior ball.
my arms and back are really sore from snowboarding, we went for like 6 hours, it was freakin insane. ouch.