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[sarita13]

so, i've gotten over the innitial shock of not going on amigos this summer, which was a complete bummer, but i'm starting to focous on the good stuff i can get out of all that time. i can work, find somewhere to live (as i'm moving out of my mother's house the very minute i turn 18), and make a general plan for the next phase of my life. high school will be over in a little over 3 months, and i'm so ready for it. plus, carlos just suggested that i go to mexico and las vegas with him sometime. and he said over the summer. so i just might get in some hispanic-ness! that would be so cool. he's from mexico city. i want to go to the yucatan peninsula most. looks awesome. i really really really really like carlos. i think about him all the time. he found a book (the lost boy by dave pulzer) on sunday at work and he said it looked so cool and he was looking forward to reading it, but the person came back to claim it, and he was sad about it. so on my break i headed over to barnes and nobles and bought him "a child called it" which is the 1st book, the one before "the lost boy". i left it in his jacket pocket for him to find later. i called him monday and he really likes it, it's the first book he's ever read because he wanted to, and he's gonna finish it. then i worked with him last night, and he said he loves it, he just can't stop reading it. so that makes me happy. he's so cute when he gets excited about something. he came and visited me on his break last night and hugged me and gave me a little kiss. it was SOOOOO wonderful. i like him so much.
ok well that's enough of that, i'm feelin pretty good about life right now, it's going good. i'm confident about my decisions. even though it sucks not going on amigos, i will definately do it another year. maybe next summer. hopefully. who knows?
so yeah that's it, i'm done, off to ross to shop for pants.