life could get better but it won't... i'm content.

to all my friends that were there when i was down, content is in your future too.

<3

i just want it to all get better.

today...

i got a ticket...
spent 40 bucks on a book for school i probably don't need...
wrote a check for $600...
got assigned homework due before the first day of class...
laughed 6 times...
cussed 12...
and tripped over the curb twice.

i think it's nap time.

i'm okay. i woke up this morning and i was okay.

he was right... i am different.

(this is an edit to my original post. we're all human we all make mistakes, we all hurt, and we all live life differently. an apology to you and you and probably you too.)

farwell
devon

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