what the fuck
i get close to some one and they push me away. i try to listen but all i hear is bull shit. fuck it. troy says i'm like a brother yet he'll get pissed if i dont know whats goin on in his life. i try to get him to open up but instead we stop talking. char gets mad at me for wanting to hang out with some one i dont get to see as often as i used to and seriously that aint an unreasonable request. i cant convince her i love her i cant convince her to trust me and i have no prior offence for her not to. am i wrong is there something wrong with me? what the fuck? on top of it all im sick fuck it