shit
why is it when you get comfortable in life a little thing in the back of your head explodes and ruins every thing. im terified about what i am gona do for college and though i have time to think about what i really want to do i dont have much. i have no real loves aside from charlotte and shotin guns. whay cant i do that forever and not need to aweat the small shit like money. i don't wana do les mis. i dont wana to do tech work i dont wana work i wana be two again. i wana be to little to have to worry about any thing. why the fuck do i have to grow up. i juast wana have some one to take care of me so much i dont have to worry about whats next. why grow up? why?