time flies... for no reason at all

[sares_wal]

god dam... why are mind's always active
i would be content with sometimes my mind just accepting what its confronted by and not questioning everything

music makes it all better... writing and listening to music helps my mind be active enough that i dont question every fucking little thing...

question for anyone who reads my LJ

how can you tell if you have happiness when your mind is in a state of depression??

i'm afraid i'm going to loose everything because (due to depression) i dont feel completely happy with anything

i just wish something would come into my life to pick me up a bit... i'm looking i really am

going back to writing now