I have a job!
I just accepted a job for a pediatric floor in North Dakota! The fact that I'm moving to North Dakota is kind of a bummer but OMG peds! if I stay in Oregon I will be lucky to get a nursing home job. It would mean a year doing that, a couple of years working med/surg, and then maybe I could go into peds. By moving I get to skip all of that crap and go into peds. When I have to get into the logistics of moving to ND I'm sure I will be less excited but for now I'm super excited.