My Life in a Nutshell
The past couple of weeks have been really mentally strenuous. It didn't all have to do with the end of semester projects either. Its just been a major transitional period for me. Ever have those? When you're life is so static for such a long time, you're in such a holding pattern, that when things start to shift you feel you're losing yourself in it? That kind of sums up the last few weeks for me. On one hand, I am ecstatic that the end of the semester is here. I would like to be done so I can enjoy some rest. Yet, I am not sure if I want to part with it, because then the academic distraction from my personal life will be gone! Also, Tyler has quit Chapters, in favour of working for his dad (which I don't blame him for doing, since he'll be making double what he does now. Good for him). Yet, him and I have entered and exited this weird emotional thing, and it makes me question the strength of our friendship. I hate that feeling, when you know someone has a beef with you, and no matter what you do they won't confront you about it. I like it when people are up front with me. Tyler's just not doing that right now. The only thing he's doing is avoiding me, and nothing ever gets resolved when someone is always on the run. Other than that- I just feel the dynamics of my life swing into a new direction. Although my man relationships are ebbing, the ones I have with my friends are gathering strength. I wake up every morning, and no matter how stressed I am, I can hear the hushed sounds of the neighborhood and feel at peace. Perhaps I am in the eye of some emotional storm, but I think this shift might be just the thing I need to shake up my life and make things happen. We'll see, I suppose.
Anyways, enough emo-tinged rambling from me. To those of you who care: I am finished my exams on the 19th, with a paper due on the 24th. In between then I have some free time in which to do what I please. If you're interested in getting together, give me a call. Hell, all this summer I will have a lot of time on my hands- no more screen doors (thank GOD). Therefore, if you like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain (or if you like gin and clear Saturday nights In Vancouver), I am your woman.
Hope you all are sound and well. Adieu!
Anyways, enough emo-tinged rambling from me. To those of you who care: I am finished my exams on the 19th, with a paper due on the 24th. In between then I have some free time in which to do what I please. If you're interested in getting together, give me a call. Hell, all this summer I will have a lot of time on my hands- no more screen doors (thank GOD). Therefore, if you like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain (or if you like gin and clear Saturday nights In Vancouver), I am your woman.
Hope you all are sound and well. Adieu!