change of heart
...you can disregard most of the last post now, because, um, I'm kind of... in love... with my icon that I made myself today and it's new, and yeah. This is kind of ridiculous. Please bear with me.
I had put it on just now, at the end of my earlier post, but seeing it made everything I'd just been angsting over not seem so bad. Then I decided it merited a separate post.
It made me want to show all my friends and acquaintances that I'm still here and I do still care and think about them, and made me feel silly for making things out to be so burdening. It made me feel able to continue to extend myself to other people; it might be a little further than I'd like, but 'tis all still in perfect safety and within my capabilities -- safely within the bounds of my self. It will be good for me to do, and it will be good for the people I'm reaching out to, too.
I LOVE YOU ALL. ♥
Take that word to whatever degree you feel comfortable with, but please know, please actually feel and know, that I truly offer it to you without reservation. :)
I'm so silly. My heartbeat kind of picked up while looking at the icon. Is this healthy behavior? DX This is ridiculous.
i think i can tell you that it says, 'cuz from now on, I'll never part from you again. i made it up. but if he said it somewhere, i would be very happy.
I had put it on just now, at the end of my earlier post, but seeing it made everything I'd just been angsting over not seem so bad. Then I decided it merited a separate post.
It made me want to show all my friends and acquaintances that I'm still here and I do still care and think about them, and made me feel silly for making things out to be so burdening. It made me feel able to continue to extend myself to other people; it might be a little further than I'd like, but 'tis all still in perfect safety and within my capabilities -- safely within the bounds of my self. It will be good for me to do, and it will be good for the people I'm reaching out to, too.
I LOVE YOU ALL. ♥
Take that word to whatever degree you feel comfortable with, but please know, please actually feel and know, that I truly offer it to you without reservation. :)
I'm so silly. My heartbeat kind of picked up while looking at the icon. Is this healthy behavior? DX This is ridiculous.
i think i can tell you that it says, 'cuz from now on, I'll never part from you again. i made it up. but if he said it somewhere, i would be very happy.