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i haven't written in this thing in like a month...i kind of forgot about it. so, many things have happened since i last wrote - all good.
SCHOOL - i am back in school, and although i hate it, it's something that i need to stick with. i would love to drop out and just work - but that's stupid. if i can go to school for free then i'm going to. nevertheless, it fucking sucks ass. i'm taking cultural anthropology (BORING), history (HATE IT), literature (I ALMOST FALL ALSEEP DURING EVERY CLASS), ballet 1 (LOVE IT), spanish 1 (GOOD, AND IMPORTANT).
WORK - i got a job! yay! i am now working for 5/3 as a teller. i have to train in ohio so it eats up a lot of gas but they are paying me back for that. i am getting really good at it, and it's simple with great benefits. i get health insurance, dental insurance, school reimbursment, etc. i like it a lot. i'm going to be working at the erlanger bank mart in silverlake kroger starting on sunday. i hope my co-workers are cool. i know the managers are.
BOBBY - things are going great! i love him more and more everyday...i don't know how it's possible to love someone this much, but i do. he is awesome and fun and we can be goofy together. he knows i'm a retard and he loves me for it. i want one day to get married and have babies. i wish i could have babies now - but that's not going to happen.
HOME - i am completely out my parents' house and i now live with amber. although i stay at bobby's most of the time, i still have my own place where i can go and not have to wrry about a thing. the only thing i need to do is put my carpet in and amber needs to bring over our stove.
PARENTS - still retarded. my mom is awesome, but my dad is a complete ass hole. i haven't talked to him in like a month. i feel awful for my mom because she's stuck in the middle of everything and it's killing her. i love her, she rocks. RICK THE PRICK fucking sucks. no more about that - i'm so pissed off at him, words can't express how i feel.
that's my life as of now. exciting huh? at least almost everything is positive now.
i'm sorry to all of my friends. i know i have been a shitty friend - but i love you all and i'll make it up to you. you guys are awesome.
SCHOOL - i am back in school, and although i hate it, it's something that i need to stick with. i would love to drop out and just work - but that's stupid. if i can go to school for free then i'm going to. nevertheless, it fucking sucks ass. i'm taking cultural anthropology (BORING), history (HATE IT), literature (I ALMOST FALL ALSEEP DURING EVERY CLASS), ballet 1 (LOVE IT), spanish 1 (GOOD, AND IMPORTANT).
WORK - i got a job! yay! i am now working for 5/3 as a teller. i have to train in ohio so it eats up a lot of gas but they are paying me back for that. i am getting really good at it, and it's simple with great benefits. i get health insurance, dental insurance, school reimbursment, etc. i like it a lot. i'm going to be working at the erlanger bank mart in silverlake kroger starting on sunday. i hope my co-workers are cool. i know the managers are.
BOBBY - things are going great! i love him more and more everyday...i don't know how it's possible to love someone this much, but i do. he is awesome and fun and we can be goofy together. he knows i'm a retard and he loves me for it. i want one day to get married and have babies. i wish i could have babies now - but that's not going to happen.
HOME - i am completely out my parents' house and i now live with amber. although i stay at bobby's most of the time, i still have my own place where i can go and not have to wrry about a thing. the only thing i need to do is put my carpet in and amber needs to bring over our stove.
PARENTS - still retarded. my mom is awesome, but my dad is a complete ass hole. i haven't talked to him in like a month. i feel awful for my mom because she's stuck in the middle of everything and it's killing her. i love her, she rocks. RICK THE PRICK fucking sucks. no more about that - i'm so pissed off at him, words can't express how i feel.
that's my life as of now. exciting huh? at least almost everything is positive now.
i'm sorry to all of my friends. i know i have been a shitty friend - but i love you all and i'll make it up to you. you guys are awesome.